The Suicide Diaries •Completed•

THREE

I woke up to my alarm going off .. But i ignored it and feel back asleep.. I'm not going to school!

~11:00 Am~

I woke up and checked my phone it was 11:00 yay! I don't have to go to school! I went downstairs to my mom all dressed fancy and had a suitcase bye her side.."mom?" "Sweetie I'm glad your up .. I don't mean to leave u when u need me the most but.. it's for work and if I don't go then I'll get fir-" I cut her off "it's okay mom ... Go " "sweetie the funeral is on Friday and I'll be home next Monday okay?" "Okay mom , bye and I love you" I said and hugged her."and here's my bank card" she handed me her bank card, she had the credit card "oh and red went away for work to so your alone.." "okay mom bye!"

I went downstairs when my mom left the door and I went into my closet and opened my dresser , I grabbed a pair of ROOTS sweat pants that said ROOTS on the butt and a blue AREOPOSTALE

Tee .. then I sat at my vanity and threw my hair up into a high ponytail , then I went upstairs for breakfast.

Once I went upstairs I got a bowl and poured some Cheerios along with Soy milk... Yea I had to get new milk , then I went to the living room and plopped down onto the couch. As I eat my cereal. I flip through every channel there is .. but then there it is.. one of my favourite movies .. WARM BODIES!!!!! "Yay!" I screamed .. but then it brought back a memory..

~Flashback~

"Omg Andrea !! Warm bodies is on!!!!" "0mg!!! Really!!" Andrea squealed and we both fell onto the couch , then we struggled to pick up the popcorn we dumped .. so we ignored the popcorn and started to be mesmerized bye the so hot zombie man "wow ... he's jus perfect!!" Andrea dazed "ITS MY FAVOURITE PART ! SHUT UP !!" Andrea then screamed ... "I MISSED IT !!!" "NOOOOOO" Andrea screamed "REWIND!!" "okay okay!!" I laughed eating a chocolate bar that I seen on the coffee table ,

Then mom came home and we got in trouble for making such a mess

~Flashback Ended~

"I'll just watch something else..." I whispered and flipped to the walking dead instead ... that seamed ok ...., then halfway through the episode my phone was riming like a mad phone coming to kill me , so I paused the DVR and went to the kitchen (that's where my phone was)

"Hello?"

"Hi sweetie ! I'm just checking up.. I'm about to get on the plain.."

"Okay mom .. be safe okay?"

"Promise! sweetie you to tho"

"I will mom..i just don't need to lose another important person in my life"

"You won't hun, well i got to go bye!"

"Bye"

And I hung up and went back to my show,played it , and fell asleep toward the end,there I was .. laying on the couch asleep .. Peacefully.. But not my dream ... I had a nightmare about school and ... Andrea ... and her dying. then I woke up instantly screaming ... my face was all sweaty and I ha tears down my cheeks... this was probably going to happen alot..

~Fell back asleep~

I some up on the couch .. why?... oh yea ... I fell asleep here.. ~facepalm~

I sat up and stretched , then I checked the time on my phone ..9:43 it red .. yay.. I went down to my room and dressed half decent ... I dressed into burgundy skinny jeans from ARDENNES and a plain white Tee but it was covered bye a East coast white an blue sweater . yea .. I was from the east coast originally but then we moved to America ..

I decided to go to the park .. so I got my phone,headphones,money,bank card, and I went outside and hopped on my bike, then I rid to the park.

~Park~

I finally got to the park and I check the time it was 10:12 . the park was right across from my school... and everyone comes here at break! yay .. maybe I should leave.. "HEY HENDERSON!!! I HEARD YOUR FRIEND DIED..WHY DINT YOU DO THE SAME B****" they kept talking but I shoved my headphones into my ears and put the music on full blast .. then I went on my bike and drove home.

When I got home I unlocked the door with the key my mom gave me when I was 12, then I decided to clean my ... room... yes CLEAN my... ROOM ..., so I grabbed a mop,broom ,garbage bags, and other cleaning supplies ... and I went down stairs ... I started with garbage .. and that didn't take a while to fill up garbage bag, then I washed my windows that didn't take so long, and then I cleaned up all the dirty clothes and put them in my hamper and then I put them in the washing machine that was in my bathroom. Then I decided to sort out all my things that I wanted and I didn't want in my closet there were very little things that I didn't want though because all of it was pretty much new since I went school shopping before fall.

Then it was pretty much done cleaning my room all I had to do was make my bed and yeah that was it. So I made my bed and then I decided to do the homework I didn't do from last week, I went upstairs and grab my homework and then went back downstairs. Doing my homework wasn't that hard because I was pretty smart but when I wasn't that smart Andrea always help me. Gosh I can't get her out of my head but why.

Then it was about 2 PM so I decided to go make some lunch, I went upstairs and Searched through all the cupboards in the fridge and cupboards below everything and yeah, then I finally looked in the fridge and nothing I didn't want anything in there, but then whenever I was still looking in the fridge I think cheese and on the package of cheese slices it had a grilled cheese and then I instantly wanted grilled cheese .

And don't give me wrong even though 13 I'm a really really good cook my monster teaching me whenever I was 10 years old and yeah I know a lot of recipes but I don't cook on the stove that lunch unless I'm on the phone with my mom if she's not home so yeah, I started the stove and then started to cook, I was pretty confident I'm making grilled cheeses so I didn't have to call my mom, I usually can cook a grilled cheese by myself no matter what girl cheeses were my favourite!

Once I was done cooking I went and sat in the living room instead of the dining room are usually never sat in the dining room anyways unless it was a family dinner, once I sit down I dug right in, didn't even care who saw me because there was nobody in the house but me even though I look like a slob it was so good.

Once I was actually done eating there was cheese all over my face well I'm such a pig, I don't know how I'm not fat already but I am pretty skinny, then I went into the main bathroom and washed up my face and I carried the plate with me and I don't even know why, then it went into the kitchen and washed my dishes, and then I didn't know what to do so I decided to go to the computer room and go on the computer and play the Sims4, The Sims for is pretty new it only came out a couple of days ago or maybe it was a week I don't know, I play that for about two hours maybe more I didn't really keep count.

By the time I was done playing the Sims4 I don't really really tired so I decided to check the time on my phone it was 12 AM exactly wow no wonder I'm tired of them playing the game for more than like 10 hours!!! So then I went downstairs into my room and I didn't even bother to change because I was so so tired, then I literally fell onto my bed and I kick my shoes off tiredly and I instantly fell asleep within two minutes.