I'm Not Okay ( Death the Kid x Reader )

Day 1

Okay guys, because of reasons that remain unknown to me, this ENTIRE chapter got deleted! For the ones who have read this chapter, please read it again because changes will be made! This chapter is just a short filler, so be aware it won't be much longer than a few hundred words (maybe a thousand), so I guess in a way it's like 8.1 chapter, but I am not doing that.

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Chapter 9 - Sweet Kisses

Oh, those lips. This wasn't the first time he has kissed, but this was when he did it on his own will not because of some stupid game and a drunken mind. He kept his hands firmly on your shoulders as he deepened the kiss. You couldn't pull away, because his lips were so soft and so... Good. He was a beautiful kisser and you just wanted to stay in this moment forever without the constant pang of guilt that rotted your stomach like a infestation of flies to an apple. But it was so good, it had to be some kind of sin.

It wasn't like it was totally wrong, though. Kid never shown true affection to you, other than the fact he would visit you at your house a few times, and your date together. But... He did avoid you, and that made you quite angry and sad. You don't even know what you did to deserve him being so cold to you...

No. You did. That stupid kiss on Christmas... He probably felt so embarassed about it. You didn't even confront him saying that it was the best kiss you had ever had. It was better than the one you were sharing with Soul at the moment. Oh, what you would give to have his soft, pink, lips on yours again and his hands firmly on your waist, and your hands tangled in your hair. In the moonlight of the dimlitted hallway that night, his face look oh-so serene.

He was drunk, well, slightly. But, that didn't matter all that much. Kid had the decency to be quite over-dramatic, you guessed it was from his father, well you didn't know his mother so it could very well be from her as well.

But, this kiss was in the freezing cold and the creepy moon's light. Soul even... Well, Soul didn't look like the Soul you knew.

You were caught of guard, of course. You took a step back but his hands on your arm were like wrenches. But, having kissed him before, it was... Nice. In a way, it felt safe, it felt normal. Which was strange since it only happened once. It was silent all around them, which was a bit unerving. Only faint sounds came from each motel room, but it was barely noticeable to how fast your heart was beating.

All of your senses seemed heightened as you kissed Soul. His lips touching yours so softly, your chapped lips gliding against each other's. Your hands were rested on his shoulders and it seemed like you were just a couple kissing. Though really, you weren't.

But he left the lingering smell of his cologne in your nose. It smelled really good, almost enough to make you moan. It wasn't gross or over-powering like most.

What was the worst that during this entire time you were comparing Soul to Kid. Soul had milky shark hair that stood up under his headband, while Kid had raven black hair that laid in his eyes with his little white stripes. Soul had red eyes like wine or blood, while Kid had golden eyes like the sun or... gold. Soul had a cool personality, Kid was uptight and had to everything be perfect. Soul had dark tanned skin while Kid was pale. They were so different...

And you had to be caught in the middle.

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Maka couldn't breathe. This was absoloutely horrible. It was like her lungs dropped down to her stomach and she had nothing left to breath with.

She had just caught you, her best friend, kissing the guy she liked.

Soul. Freaking. Evans. What was the odds of liking her Weapon? Sure, the Meister falling in love with the Weapon, or vice versa, was quite common in the Death Community, but she just couldn't help it. Soul...

She stated in horror as she felt her sinuses sting and hot tears fall down her cold cheeks. She quickly turned away from the kissing couple.

It didn't hurt when she was drunk and they were made to do it. Well, it kinda did. But it was only because they were made to. This was the real deal, they were kissing. And Maka hated it.

Maka hated this burning feeling in her throat.

"Don't hold your breath..." She mumbled.

"I don't know you anymore."

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I told you this would be short. UWAHAHA. So, the ending is a lyric to a song, 'Don't Hold Your Breath' by Athlete, meaning that Soul (or even you!) has changed and didn't even think of her. A bit over dramatic I know :/ Oh well.