I'm Not Okay ( Death the Kid x Reader )

Spider

Chapter 11 - Black Star's Spider Problem

{ Special Chapter, And I Edited the Last and First chapter please go check that out }

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In all honestly, I don't like Soul.

Why did I choose to do this?

I didn't mean to, mainly because I was just lonely and my brain was clouded. I couldn't see or feel correctly.

Most call this Loss. Depression. Heart Break. I call it a Shitty Decision.

I regret it very much.

But, I can't just dump Soul. He's nice, he's sweet, he's caring and he's... Well, pretty much all synonyms for the first adjective I said.

But, Kid... I have had a crush on him since Year 1! I met him, and knew instantly, I like this guy.

He never seemed to feel the same, which I expected and didn't really care about. I mean, he's just a guy. I didn't really like guys, ( except for Chris, but he's irrelevant ) they were all disgusting, not classy at all, and just downright mean. I couldn't say the number '69' once without a guy laughing his stupid head off.
Until I came to the DWMA. I met Soul, who was decent, Black Star, who was very loud, Crona, who I'm not completely sure that he is, in fact, a 'he', Killik, who I don't know so well, but we are in book club together and have the same taste, and Kid, of course.

Kid was pretty crazy, I have to admit. I accidentally made the mistake of wearing one bracelet on one hand one day and he made me take it off. Naturally, I acted like he asked me to strip for him. So he freaked out.
And that's what a 13-year-old does, right?

I was 13, that is, Kid was 14, and it had been silent lately so it wasn't exactly fight with Medusa here, or almost get killed there.

But Kid, he wore a black tux as 'Everyday Wear', though sometimes he does wear that cute orange shirt or his pinkish purplish shirt.

I have a theory about Death The Kid, he doesn't care what he looks like until it is pointed out. Like his orange shirt, it only has buttons on one side. And he doesn't always freak out about his hair unless someone says he unbalanced hair.

Then he threatens to kill himself. Which is exaggerated of course.

Anyways, he only cares about the symmetry his eyes can see, so he probably despises mirrors.

So, anyway, I'm getting off topic. Kid isn't disgusting, actually, I think he's a bit innocent, like he doesn't fully understand how lesbians do the do, and this is coming from someone who is 17.

I had to explain it, but he still can't grasp the basic content. What a great 2nd date that was.

Let's get back to where we all split up, shall we?

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I wasn't in Weapon Form at the moment, because I didn't like it when Chris ran with me in his hands. It just felt very strange, so I ran myself. I'm lazy, but it's just a strange feeling for me.

But, anyways, that's not the point. I was looking for Kid.

"He had to be in here somewhere, hopefully." Said Chris, I shrugged submissively.

My feet bounced off the wooden floors that was covered in Arabic carpet, it looked very beautiful. The walls were also a dark brown, and had little oil lamps about a few meters apart, in between a few doors. Corners we had to turn, a carpet would end and another would start.

That's how life is, isn't it?

Or maybe that's doors.

Maka had been acting strange the other night. She seemed vague we talked about my new found relationship with Soul and her relationship with Chris. Chris liked her very much, so naturally, I was happy for him.