Dear Umi,
Sleep deprived and waking up due to nightmares wasn't how I was expecting to be after finishing my teaching degree. I thought I would finally be free. I could do whatever I wanted but so far I've been cooped up in my apartment, thinking about life and feeling sorry for myself.
Having an identity crisis at 20 years wasn't on my to-do list. Since that tatoo I've got two new piercings, both which you would not approve of. But that did not stop me. One on my lip another on my nose, at the wall between the nostrils.
I don't know who I am anymore.
I snuck into our old home to look for your diary. Of course Abu wasn't there, he never was. All my efforts of finding it were fruitless.
But I intend to go back tomorrow, I have to find out why you left us.
Last week of Ramadan, thank god. I've stopped fasting altogether. I reckon it would be better if I fasted in a better state of mind.
~Jassalina
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Dear Umi, I love you
SpiritualIts been a month since it happened. I need some sort of way to communicate with you. This is the only way. Dear Umi, I love you... --- 16 letter's of despair and questioning. Will jassalina ever find peace? Read to find out.
