NOTE: Ngayong Prologue lang po Third Person ang POV. The following chapters will be first person. -Cx
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Prologue.
Sa isang kilalang bar nagpunta si Gabourey. She's too stressed to think of anyone and anything.
Kaya ngayon ay magpapakasaya siya hanggang kailan niya gusto! Nothing can stop her!
She's dancing on crowd like a wild teen. Parang isang kabataang nagrerebelde sa magulang, like a teen craving for attention. She moves here hips and sway it flirtatiously.
Uhaw sa atensyon at kulang sa pagmamahal. Iyon ba siya?
Kabi-kabila ang mga lalaking kasayaw niya. Napapalibutan siya. And she's aware of her surroundings.
Masisisi ba niya kung halos lahat ng mga kalalakihan dito ay nahuhumaling sa kanyang alindog? Walang siyang pakialam!
She will dance and dance and dance. No one's stopping her anyway. She likes to feel beautiful. She's the queen of her body, mind and heart. She'll do what she pleases.
Naramdaman niya ang paghawak ng isang lalaki sa kaniyang baywang at saka sinundan ng isa pa.
Wow! How many guys are dancing with her now? Is she that gorgeous? Really, now?
She wants to feel how beautiful and sexy she is. Atleast, just tonight she wanted to be beautiful.
Gusto niyang siya naman! Siya naman ang mang iiwan sa mga lalaking ito pagkatapos niyang pasayahin sila. Siya naman dapat!
From two, naging lima ang mga kasayaw niya. Sumusunod sa bawat indak at paghampas ng kanyang balakang.
Wow! She feels so sexy! Siya na! Siya na talaga! Kahit ngayong gabi lang!
She felt a warm breath on her neck. "Hi sexy." She turns and face the guy.
Hindi niya gaanong makita ang mukha ng lalaki. Damn that tequilla for making her visions blur!
"Hello, handsome!" She grins.
Another guy from her back rub her stomach with his hands while the other touch her behind.
Hinayaan niya lang. Who the hell cares! She's enjoying herself! A lot of guys want her, right? She must be happy now! Pero malumgkot at wasak pa rin siya sa loob. Hindi na nga yata iyon mababago.
That hole in her heart makes her do things she never wanted. Something in her is missing. It's like a puzzle with a lot of missing pieces.
She laughs. Hindi na ba talaga siya makukumpleto? Parang kailan lang, ang saya saya niya pa. Parang kailan lang yun ah?
Boys and their fuckin' dicks! Kung bakit hindi nila kayang manindigan! Why do they have to promise you forever when they can't fight for you? Dapat ay hindi na lang sila nangangako!
Sasabihin nilang kahit anong mangyari ay mamahalin ka nila pero hindi! Mangangakong kahit na anong unos an dumaan ay mananatili sila pero hindi!
She was a victim of those liars!
She has this urge to take her clothes off. It's getting really hot in there! Mainit na talaga ang pakiramdam niya.
Then she realized, maybe because of the guy who's rubbing himself against her behind. Or perhaps the other guy who's caressing her whole body. Or maybe, the guy who's kissing her torridly while fondling her breasts gently.
She's out of her mind. She's letting these bastards do anything to her body. She wished to forget everything the next day she wakes up.
She likes it anyway! Why would she stops them if she's liking it? She likes how they touch, caress, fondle and kiss her.
Somebody carried her in a VIP room. She swayed her hips though she could not anymore heat the music.
"Hey!" She pointed at the guy. "Where are the others?!"
Baliw na kung baliw pero tumawa siya pagkatapos. "Ayaw mo bang tayong dalawa lang?" The guy whispered on her neck and leave wet kisses there.
"You want me. . all. . by yourself?" She asks crazily while moving her head back and forth. Her voice needy.
"Of course. I don't share, babe." The male's voice is husky.
How she wish she could see the guy's face. Lagi na lang...
"I like that." She says crazily.
"I like you more, babe.."
He started to unzip her dress. "Your so gorgeous, baby." He murmurs while kissing her savagely.
"Lie yourself down." He commands. "Careful." Sabi pa nito nang matumba ito sa kalasingan.
He touch her there.
She moaned aloud. "Ohh."
He removes her underwear right after he removed her bra. He played with her clit while his mouth's busy with her nipples.
"So fucking wet!" He hised, his voice husky.
"Ohh." She did nothing but moan in pleasure until he inserts himself inside her, thrusts deeper, and everything her body craves.
Bakit niya ipagkakait sa iba ang isang bagay na nawala na sa kaniya? No, it was stolen! Her virginity was stolen!
Now, she will never be complete. Oh, she was never complete since that fateful night anyway. Why would she bother getting laid by a random guy? Again, she's already a mess!
