Someone standing above me, I think they're pulling me out of the water...
I can't see who it is clearly, everything is so blurry. I feel the water rolling off my face. My first time being out of that tub for 3weeks, I almost forgot what the air felt like against my skin. I rub my eyes trying to clear them so I can see who this person sat in-front of me. Although it doesn't help much.
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"Are you alright? I am truly sorry that I couldn't get to you sooner. I was in a bit of a bind myself."
His words are music to my ears, the first real sincere words I've heard in a while. I can tell he has genuine remorse, I can hear his emotion trough his thick, deep voice."Uhh, Yeah I guess? I can't see that well. But thank you, seriously thank you. I thought I was going to go insane if that went on any longer."
I feel around trying to find out where to smile."We'll have time to discuss all of this later, right now I need you to get your vision back and then we need to get the hell out of here."
He places a small bottle in my hands."They're eye drops, I'm not going to kill you mate."
Oh would you look at this, finally a person with some sense of humor! His voice has a familiar ring to it."That would make a waste of the time you spent getting here, mate."
I say in a bit of a mocking tone, matching his sense of humor along with his accent."Okay, tilt your head back, please."
Please. That's a word you don't hear often in this place. I do as he ask and tilt my head back, opening my eyes allowing him to put the medication into my eyes."Blink. Your vision should clear up."
Again I follow his instructions. His voice makes me forget I'm still sitting in ice cold water.I open my eyes letting them adjust to the harsh lights. Once my vision is back to normal, I look to see who's sat opposite to me.
"Felix?! It's you!"
I say shocked but I still give him a huge smile."Yes, Y/N it's me. Surprised much?"
I should have know by that voice."Come on, we need to get out of here as quick as possible."
He reaches out his hand for me to grab it.
I do.
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He takes me down the hallway, still holding my hand. How did he know I was here, where ever here is.His hair is different, it's no longer orange, it's kind of a light brown! It fits him so well, he looks mostly the same but somehow older? I couldn't have been out that long, right?
Anyway, I can't stop myself from staring at the messy haired boy. He's gotten taller. You'd think if I was distant from him that I wouldn't notice ,but for some reason I do, I notice. The first time I met him wasn't 2 years ago, it was 17. We met when he was 2, I was just 1. We where so close, never hid anything from the other, knew every little detail about each other. When Rachel died he just disappeared off of the face of the earth. The day was October 24, the day I lost 2 of the most important people in my life, yet gained one. I was in so much pain from losing Felix and Rachel, but Minho made it all okay, he made the pain go away. But here I am again I have Felix but still no Minho or Jeongin, nothing's changed I guess.
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"How did you know I was here?""Don't take this in a creepy way or whatever. I've been watching you for the past 15 years. I wasn't being creepy or anything, I was watching out for you. I planed to leave with the others, but I couldn't. It would've killed me to leave you behind."
"Why didn't you ever talk to me? It hurt so bad when you left. You left me with no one, nothing!"
"From the day Rachel died I've been planing on rebelling. I couldn't have you involved, I knew it would end badly. I was right, even without me you rebelled, without me you set out on your own path. I kept my distance to protect you. But it got to the point where I couldn't, before I knew it you where sinking deep inside of your own mind."
"Felix... I'm sorry. Did they do the same thing to you?"
"Yeah, they put me in the same bath. I know what happens, you go insane. Minho was the person who pulled me out, just like I did to you. I hope they're still okay."
"Me too, where did they all go?"
"They're in the junk yard, where the District puts old tires and trash. I told them to stay hidden and quiet."
This whole time he doesn't look me in my eyes he just looks beside me. He looks like he wants to tell me something but can't.I can tell he hasn't been out side in forever, his freckles are barely there. Yet they're still holding on, just like us, fighting for their own existence, fighting to be alive, to be different...
A/N- so sorry this was a bit of a late update!! Anyway as always enjoy ❤️❤️
~yutouchingmysausage🌵🌵
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Sinking Deep
FanfictionY/N's mom put her into the District when she was only 3 weeks old, being raised by Rachel til she was three. It starts out all nice with food on your tray and a soft bed, it surly doesn't stay that way. She was quick to make friends, til they weren'...