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Jamie Preciado

Jamie's POV

Going out is a nightmare. Everywhere I go, I see her. I'm reminded of her when I drive past the park, where we met. Or walking past the restraunt where we had so many dates. And I can't even go to Hot Topic, she works there. What would I say? Sorry I hurt you.

As hard as it is to go out, staying home is worse. There's the hoodie of mine, that she used to steal. Then, it's the numerous pictures of her on the wall, on the desk, and in my phone. God she's so beautiful. Why did I let her go? Because I'm stupid.

Then there's the heart-shaped necklace I bought her, the one she threw at me on our last night together. The night I said I didn't love her, the night I hurt her, the night I lied.

I wonder how she's doing. Is she okay? Over me? Maybe I should call her. NO. I'll check her social first. I grab my laptop and check her Twitter page. There's a recent picture, taken just yesterday. She's with her cat. Her face looks so sad, her hair is a mess, her eyes are bloodshot..... She's been crying. And it's my fault. I hurt her, took a happy, beautiful girl and destroyed her with my harsh words, with my lies.

I was drunk and she got mad that I was out late and didn't call. All she did was love me and she got worried. I should have been happy that she cared, but instead I got mad. I said that I didn't care, didn't love her, that she meant nothing to me. What kind of idiot says that to someone who means the world to them. ME. I did that.

This is when I realize, I have to get her back. But how?