The Grand Witch's Daughter |Soul Eater Fanfic Oc x Death The Kid

Chapter 4: My resolve!

Logann's POV

I knew deep in my heart that she wouldn't be able to look at me everyday. Seven years ago I was just six years old when I accidentally murdered my father.  I hated myself for it. I went to therapy. Even that didn't help. I've living on my own ever since. I was so depressed that I couldn't even bathe myself. Bercus had to bathe me. I cried every day. I wasn't eating or speaking. I just stayed in my room all day in the dark. At one point it got so bad that I decided to kill myself. This is something else that scared the crap out off me.

I stabbed myself in the chest. I didn't die. I poisoned myself it, didn't work. It was as if I couldn't die. I wasn't going to give up though. I wanted to die at that point. It was pathetic. I only lasted four years before I tried to kill myself so I was ten years old. Luckily Bercus found out and stopped me. He helped me through it and now I'm the person I am today.

I still had depressing thoughts sometimes but I didn't let it slow me down. Instead I decided to make my father proud. He always wanted me to be the best witch I could be. So I focused on that instead of feeling sorry for myself. Sure I still feel like garbage sometimes but that's what my therapy is for. One day I know I will be able to talk about my incident freely but until that day comes I absolutely refuse to become the person I was before. I want to be as strong as him.

I want to make him smile from heaven. I still have a long way to go but, it's okay. I just have to keep pushing and never stop. Although I still question why I couldn't die it didn't matter anymore. I took it as a gift. I finished up the last of my paper work.

I walked out of my office and took off my glasses. I walked down the hallway. Checking my phone I saw that I had two hours before I had to got to violin. "Oh I could go to the library! I haven't been there in forever!" I took off down the hallway.

Sorry it's short but I decided to give you guys a mini glimpse into Logann's past as well as a peek inside her brain. What goes on in there is horrible sometimes and you guys will see what I mean soon. Also I plan on adding a few arcs of my own creation and possibly might add a lemon or lime to this story. If I decide I will make it easy for you guys who don't want to read the lemon. I'll explain that a different time anyways that's it!

Bye ya'll 🤗💖