Jay is a 26 year old father of 6, struggling to find his way in the world. With a criminal record like his, it's hard to find work, therefore he's not able to financially support his children. Finding himself at rock bottom, he can only rely on one...
"I can't believe this shit." I expressed for what seemed like the millionth time. I was currently on the front porch smoking a blunt with my little brother, CJ.
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"Nigga, it's always sum' shit with you. What happened now? You still mad about them fighting?"
I shook my head and sucked my teeth, "Man, I'm over that. Beyoncé call herself having a lil' boyfriend, that's all."
"Want me to kill him?"
I looked at my lil' brother to see him staring back at me in all seriousness. I know he had to kill a few people to get in that gang shit, but I don't need him going around killing people just because.
"Hell no, but if he cause any trouble you just might have to."
He passed me the blunt and shrugged his shoulders, "It ain't nothin' to me. But she really got a new man now? How you find out?"
"He's a guy I work with. I saw her at his lil' cookout thing. He don't know we know each other though. I guess she trying to keep that part of her life a secret."
He shook his head, "Bruh, you should've saw that coming. Beyoncé is like the baddest in the city right now. Of course somebody was gonna lock her down because you keep playing."
"I'm not trying to pressure her into nothing and I know I'm not ready for her again. It's just crazy.. Like, I just wanted her to myself until I got my shit together but she be playing so hard to get."
I handed him the blunt and he looked at me, "Stop being a bitch. Fuck her new dude. That's your baby mama, she gonna always feel a type of way about you and she'll have to talk to you regardless. Use that to your power."
I laughed and looked at him, "You think you know sum'? Your inexperienced ass."
"Man I know a lot. Just by sitting back and watching your dumb ass. How you have five baby mamas? My head would explode."
I shrugged my shoulders. I couldn't even think about anything else because my mind was elsewhere. I really cannot believe she moved on. If this is what heartbreak feels like, then I sincerely apologize to all the girls I ran over and misused. I do not like this feeling.
Thankfully, I was keeping Cori today, which meant I'll be seeing Beyoncé as well. I haven't seen her since yesterday at ole boy's house. I know when I see him at work tomorrow, I might just spazz the fuck out.
After finishing the blunt, we both went inside to find a snack to eat. I settled with a sandwich while CJ ate those nasty ass noodles. I ate noodles growing up so much that they are nasty to me now.
I was laying in bed drifting off to sleep when my phone began ringing. Holding my head up, I saw Taj's name. I rolled my eyes and declined the call before putting my head down again.
Minutes later, the phone rang again. Knowing it was her, I just let it ring. I eventually drifted off to sleep but woke up minutes later to my phone ringing again.
