Astilbe
— it means having a will to wait for someone.
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October 2011
Present Day
DANIEL
Seeing them happy makes me happy too. Napaka-sarap nga siguro talaga sa feeling na ma-inlove sa taong inlove din sayo.
I've experienced being in a relationship but it failed. Maybe we were too immature that time and we really don't know what exactly 'love' is. As time passes by, I realized that we weren't actually inlove with each other, rather, we were inlove with the feeling of being inlove.
Natatawa na lang ako kapag naaalala ko yung panahon na yon. Hindi pa kasi talaga ako ready and yet pinilit ko yung sarili kong pumasok sa relationship.
But now, I think I'm ready..
I turn around to find her.
And there, there she is. Laughing with her friends.
That dress really suits her. She look so wonderful. Words aren't enough to describe how beautiful she is.
Ever since I met her, hindi ko ma-explain yung weird feeling na nararamdaman ko tuwing makikita ko siya. Tuwing kasama ko siya. Tuwing kausap ko siya. To be honest, I don't believe in love at first sight but when I saw her, damn, nagbago yun.
She isn't my first pero sa kanya ko unang naramdaman 'tong ganito.
I see her when I was blanky staring at the ceiling. I see her even when I'm stuck awake at midnight, thinking. I can see her everywhere even if she's not around. And I'm missing her each second that passes.
How can someone do that to another person's mind without even realizing it?
Nakaka-baliw naman 'to. But one thing's for sure, I'm sure about her.
Alam kong hindi pa siya nakaka-move on sa kay Ivan, kaya hindi ako magmamadali. I'm more than willing to wait for her because I know, she's worth it.
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A/N: after 5 chaps, here's Daniel's first pov! sorry for a very short update. huhu (bawi ako next chaps!!) but i hope ya'll liked it. don't forget to click the star button below! lovelots!♡
(the photo isn't mine. credits to the owner)
- aabeils ✿
