the pool is there. and our feet are in it.
i think it was hot now, i'm almost
positive that the night air had flushed
our cheeks and we'd stolen away to
the pool. our conversations were twisting
and twisted, secrets and desires and fears
littering the space between us, so i don't
know how we came to it, but you said you
might like girls, that you might be bi. maybe
it was me who brought it up. maybe i
uncomfortably let my heart drip into
the pool, maybe's and i mean i'm not sure really
i mean i am really into guys but i don't know
you took those words and formed them
into something real and tangible. now that's
what floated between us. everything else had
been the past, memories and tears, things we
told with a delicious fear that maybe we'd said
too much and then we could never speak of
them again. but this, this wasn't like that. it
was the future, it was your future, it was my future,
it was our future.
