nothing happened that night
when we sat beside the pool.
my heart wasn't a galaxy then
and it isn't one now.
but now.
now, it looks up at the stars
and it strains just a bit
against its cage. like
maybe it knows you're gone
and maybe
maybe deep down inside
it might have loved you all along
but now.
now it's fucking over. and
both my heart and i don't
love you
anymore.