Being different (ON HOLD)

Chapter 5 Major_Divergent_Fan

Chapter 5 - Major_Divergent_Fan

I wake to the walls of the room closing In on me , then I realize I'm sweating and breathing heavily. The test's over? Already? Then I feel the women yank my arm and pull me to a corner. She's looks at me with pity in her eyes , or maybe its just the green glint.

" what was that for" I ask yanking my arm from her grip. She doesn't let go.

" your results." She says bluntly. I look deep into her eyes when I realize it looks like fear, that's odd.

" yes my results are blah blah blah. They make the decision of where I belog right?" I ask in a sarcastic tone. Her grip then tightens around my arm.

" not exactly , you can't tell anyone about your results once I tell you okay? Because they are very very dangerous." She says coming quite close to my face. That close I can feel the warmth of her breath on my neck.

" dangerous! What do you mean ?" I shout , but I realize she's going to tell me anyway.

" they were , well are inconclusive." She says , looking at the floor , kicking her tiny heeled boots across the floor. Making tiny little marks on the varnished flooring.

" how could I get this test wrong! What do you mean? I'm confused right now! I need to know , NOW!" I scream finally escaping from her grip. I am now walking back and forth . still eying her . am I going to be factionless?

She walks towards me and grabs both of my arms. And looks me directly in the eye , smiling but not the happy smile. The pity smile. Great I'm going to be factionless aren't I?

" not exactly wrong you just got more than one faction" she says very quietly, I could just about hear her and when I do my eyes nearly pop out of the socket. This is impossible.

" no its not Beatrice , its something very special called DIVERGENT" she says , basically spitting the word divergent in my face. How comes I haven't heard of this ' divergent' thing before?

" no no , your lying! You must be ." I shout , not even noticing I'm crying. Why am I so different? Huh ? Why can't I be normal.

" Beatrice calm , please. Its going to be fine your secret is safe with me and now your factions to choose from are Dauntless, Eriudite and lastly Ablegation . choose wisely" she says , and with that she leads me out of the door.

I walk slowly down the corridor towards the exit , still with the word ' divergent' ringing in my head . what did it mean? Why am I different!, I needed answers now and fast. I get snapped out of my daze when tobiss runs up to me . I jump at first thinking its some factionless man , Tobias looks upset. I wonder why?

" what's up?" I ask , wanting to know what could possibly be wrong. Maybe he found out I'm divergent. No way.

" nothing." He bluntly replys , oh my . attitude problem or what?

I give him so dirty , disappointed look and walk to my brother . who is unsurprisingly with Susan. Great. Now I have to walk alone. I walk down the dark , dull ablegation streets . wondering what I'm gonna pick. Ablegation? No I don't belong here . no Beatrice you don't belong anywhere. Gosh why is it so complicated.

I see a factionless man sleeping on the floor , I kick a tin can and it hits him. He suddenly jumps up looking around , like his crazy. I jump back and walk a little faster toward a home. I think I might choose dauntless. I'm brave right. I mean I'm not smart or selfless. My head buzzing with thoughts I still manage to slip my key through the old keyhole to my house.

I walk in and hang my grey backpack up and my gray coat to. Too much grey is swear. I look around , a house that is familiar but so unfamiliar in a way. They Grey was always boring and made me feel depressed. I've always wanted a colorful , cheerful life. With live and affection. See I can't have that here can I?

My parents come rushing to my side , touching my forehead and taking my temperature. Jheese. My mom sits me down on our coach , bringing me a glass of water .

" Beatrice are you ill , you look unwell" she says , basically forcing the water down my throat.

" must have been the test mom , I'm okay honest" I say nodding.

" why don't you go for a lay down? Sweetheart" she says , pulling me into a hug. Wait what? She hugged me . damn , she's ablegation and she basically showed affection to me .

I smirked a lot more than I thought and practically dragged myself into my room. Again enough with they grey i think to myself and I jump into my bed. I just lay there staring into space thinking about life, about my life and future. And what was wrong with tobias? What was his result . what if we don't choose the same faction. What if we can't be together anymore? But we did say we would both choose dauntless . I hope he does and snap out of his daze already.

I feel myself slowing slipping away as the thoughts and worries fill my mind . and away I go into a deep sleep.