Being different (ON HOLD)

Chapter 8 - Daisyy_henty_horn

I pack my bag and walk out of math. All I have been thinking about today is that I can be pregnant. Pregnant. Oh god what am I suppose to do. I can't be pregnant , Tobias don't want me to be either. What if he leaves me. So many scenarios going on in my head. I cannot think.

"Beatrice?" I heard someone call , I turnt around to see Tobias.

"Oh so your talking to me now?" I question him as he sighs.

"I'm sorry Bea I was just scared. You need to do the test" He said , and I looked down.

"Don't you think I know that Toby , but don't worry even if I am pregnant you will be off the hook. You don't have to stay with me just because I would be pregnant" And with that I stormed off.

I need to buy a test but I can't not in this compound anyway. I mean I'm 16! I need to find someone who I trust and who would actually buy me one. That's no one! I'm seriously freaking out. I cannot do this alone. What am I suppose to do . Wait I'm not definitely pregnant yet , so I might not be.

I walk down the gray path , until I reach my house. I breath in and out. I knock and luckily my mom answers . she smiles at me and I smile back.

"Was you sick today? Are you okay?" She asked me placing her left hand on my forehead. I pushed her hand off of my head and she just gave me a look.

"I think I know what's wrong with me mom" Is all I say and she smiles.

"What's wrong? Have you caught a bug or something , do you need anything" She asked me taking my coat off. I sighed. Yeah I do need one thing actually. A pregnancy test. Here goes nothing.

"Yeah mom I need one thing , don't go mad..." I trialed off. She raised an eyebrow.

"I can't promise anything" She said , the corner of her lips curving into a smile.

"I need a pregnancy test" I said , shutting my eyes letting the tears drop. I felt someone hug me , I guess it was my mom. She only has me and now I've failed her yet again. Caleb has gone. Why didn't I ask him?

"Beatrice , are you sure? You have to have intercourse to become pregnant" She said in a sarcastic way.

"Yes mom! I had intercourse with Tobias Eaton! Alright happy now , so can you get me a freaking PREGNANCY test. God damn it!" I shouted. Oh my.

"Beatrice Prior. You will not be in my household anymore. How could you be so selfless. So arrogant. I wish Caleb was still here instead of you" I heard a deep voice in the background say. I turnt my head to see my dad. Great I didn't know he was in.

"Andrew no! She can stay here" My mom screamed back at him.

"No Natalie! Shes a disgrace to our family , to our compound. I am not going to let that stupid selfless girl still live in our household" He shouted back and now the tears were falling out of my eyes.

"Don't worry I will leave , I won't be part of your family. I won't have to embarrass you anymore than I have. All I need is a pregnancy test please! Its all I'm asking for " I screamed.

"Okay hunny , let's go." My mom said holding my hand. I nodded wiping my tears.

~~~~~~~~~~~ Time Lapse.

"Beatrice are you sure your ready?" I heard my mom say.

"It's now or never" I said , I could her her smile from outside of the toilet.

I unlocked the door and came out , my mom was walking up and down the bathroom taking in deep breaths. I look down at the stick once my timer bleeps. It reads positive. I screamed and dropped the stick. Tears welling in my eyes I ran. Ran as far as I could. I need to tell Tobias. I ran to near his house. I banged on the door as hard as I could.

The door swang open to see the view of Marcus. With a belt? Another tear dropped and his face looked confused.

"Beatrice what are you doing here?" He questioned.

"I-I need to speak to Tobias sir" I said , he looked at someone from behind the door and went to speak again but for cut of my a voice.

"Beatrice it's me Tobias , I can't speak yet I'm kind of busy. Are you okay?" He asked , I wanted to say no but if his busy then...

"I'm fine . It don't matter anymore , I will deal with this myself." I said

"Deal with what!" Tobias screamed.

"What do you think tobs!" I screames and went to walk away. Marcus went to shut the door but then I heard someone's foot stop it .

I turnt around to see a bloody Tobias. I gasped and ran towards him. I hugged him and I hears him wince.

"What happened!" I screamed.

"He got attacked my some dauntless" I heard Marcus say. Yeah sure!. I nodded pretending to believe him.