"I'm gonna miss you," Younghyun says and squeezes you a little tighter. You're wrapped in his arms, playing with the buttons on his shirt.
"I'll be gone, not dead." He's so dramatic.
"I can still miss you." He sounds genuinely upset as if this is the end, the final goodbye.
"No, you can long for me," you say and lean back, "Think about me every second of every day until we see each other again, the mere thought making your skin cripple and your heart race. But you can't miss me." He smiles, loving the way you never accept any of his affectionate attempts but turn them around instead.
"I can't believe this is it. It feels like we just met, yet you're already leaving. You're like sand slipping through my fingers." You look up at his sad face, trace a finger along his jawline and lift his face slightly by his chin. Your heart skips a beat, thinking about how much he cares about you, how you, for the first time in ages, have found someone who actually cares. And then it drops, knowing how you feel the exact same way – your world, your future is disappearing right in front of you, going just beyond reach. You're afraid history will repeat itself, you're terrified he will forget all about you and move on.
"Gone, not dead." A faint smile appears on his lips and he slowly brings his face closer, stops and waits for you to initiate the kiss he desires. You smirk, loving the fact that you have so much power over him. However, once you surrender yourself, he changes and takes charge, hungry for more and not intending to stop before he gets it. He starts moving, capturing you between him and the wall. Luckily, it's early and there is barely a soul of the platform. Your dad left a few days ahead of you to prepare for your arrival, so you are all alone. Some minutes pass and the train announces its arrival. Younghyun reluctantly pulls back, keeping your foreheads in touch. You glance up at him with stinging eyes.
"We'll be together again before you know it," he promises.
"Just don't run off with some other girl while I'm gone," you mumble, allowing a faint hint of your insecurities for once. He just giggles, thinking you're foolish for ever considering that could be a possibility.
"Why would I when I already have all I've ever wanted?" You roll eyes at the cliché, conjuring another grin.
You take his hand and walk towards the doors, turning around just before jumping on board. You kiss him again, leaving a few quick pecks after, before finally entering. Still having something to tell you, Younghyun follows you outside, trying to figure out where you'll be sitting. You find it rather quickly and settle down. You open the squeaking window of the old train and wave to your boyfriend. As you slowly start moving, he follows your window and ends up running along the side.
"I will come for you," he claims. You chuckle and shake your head at his silly gesture. Then he shouts something you don't quite hear, so you just shoot him a confused look.
He shouts it again, this time even louder, and leaves you stunned for a moment. You never expected anyone to say this to you. You will admit you have dreamed about it and longed for it, but you never quite expected it to happen. Especially not like this.
Younghyun is no longer in sight, the platform having ended. You stick out your head and spot him. You haven't moved far yet and the train takes a while to accelerate properly. Your face is one big grin as you shout the same words right back to him and his eyes light up like a child on Christmas eve,
"I love you too!"
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A/N: I am sO sorry for having been MIA for the freaking loooooongest time. I have been so busy with school and the 'Cheater?' sequel, I kinda just neglected this (and every other fic). I have rewritten this chapter quite a few times by now, not really being able to find the "perfect" take on the situation. However, someone asked me yesterday about when I would update and I realized how long it has been since I posted the last chapter – I apologize for that – so I went for it and you got this. Hope it was good enough! I promise I will try to post more often. I will be going into the exam period soon, though, so I don't know how active I will be then.
Anyway, I hope you liked it!
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