My Desires

Mawatari Mizuko

Mizuko's POV

It's been a few weeks of my first year of high school. Umm.. I still have no clue what kind of school club I should join. The arts and crafts? Not my thing..

Animation club? Um.. no thanks. 

There's even a koi worshiping club. What's so special about  koi! It's just a fish! I've been hearing rumors about a sacred ritual of drinking the koi pond water. I don't think that's a good idea... Could be a meme though. It's almost as if there's boys in this school, but no- this is a all girls school and a club that worships koi.

"Come join the school idol club! We are called Love Heart-o~ Hello!" Some tall girl with black raven twin tail is waving her arms about. She has many posters and giving them out to many students. I take a poster and walk away. School idol huh...

Dancing! I guess I'm okay with that-

Singing?! Singing and dancing! You must be kidding me! Oh dear... I could join the dance club? No no.. so many students are in that club. I want to join a smaller club. I hate large groups. Love Heart huh... Yazawa Nico, Ishida Sachi, and Nakahara Sakurako- next year?  what does that mean? 

Hmmmmm... Can I sing though? I don't know. Seems kinda scary to perform on stage and then I have to sing as well?! Ummm... I don't know if I should join this school idol club. I feel like I don't have what it takes to be a school idol-

"Hello there."

"Kyya!" 

"Cute scream you got there." The same tall raven black twin tail sneaks up behind me. 

"W-what do you want."

"You're really starring at the poster. Look at the garbage bins! I think all of the students that took a poser just threw it away! You didn't-"

"I'm about to throw it away."

"What!"

"Never mind... I just think that being a school idol is out of my reach. That's all."

"Out of your reach? Hey now- read the poster."

I re-read the poster... what is it? Is there something I'm missing out here?

"What is it? I really don't know what you want from me."

"We are not professional school idols. We just started. Being a school idol is out of our reach as well, but there's no need to rush for fame. We take it easy and step by step. What do you think?"

"I-I don't know."

"Here's my number. Call me if you're interested in joining. You always have the option to leave."

"O-okay."

"It's going to be fun! We will improve together. As a team! No one is perfect, but as long as we have fun- then there's nothing wrong. My name is Ishida Sachi."

"M-my name is Mawatari Mizuko."

"Talk to ya soon Mawatari. Later." 

"L-later..."

Ishida is very confident. She's confident in many ways. The way she dresses is confident. Usually most of the students have a school uniform- she has a pink cardigan over her uniform, but still has the skirt and bow tie. I swear... I think I saw a more tinier version of Ishida not too long ago... Does Ishidia have a younger sister? 

Ohh... what do I do? 

Oh my god.. oh my god. I'm skipping class- just because I'm interested in joining the school idol club! Oh shoot- the next verse is coming! 

"Ohh~ never have I dreamed that I would journey far and wide, seeing new places and new faces beneath the same blue sky. Ohh~ never have I dreamed that I would have you by my side, that we're all bound to each other for all time~" 

(https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wvGWO9dK81I) (Link to the song! IT'S AMAZING! I FUCKING LOVE IT! IT'S A MASTER PIECE!) 

"Ooooh~ Nice voice ya got there."

"EEEK!" I screech. It's Ishida. "What are you doing here!"