I love you but why did leave me?

Chapter 3

“RapMon hyung. Jin hyung Where's Suga!?” I rushed up to them who were waiting outside a room.
“Suga is out cold, and they're doing something,” Namjoon said softly.
“Why are you here Kookie?” Jin asked. He had tears in his eyes.
“I wanted to make sure Suga was OK! I wanted to propose to him tomorrow cos it's his birthday but I don't think I'll be able to!” I sobbed hugging Namjoon.
“He will be fine. But I also found out he's been cutting,”
“W-what?! Is it because of me?”
“No Look it isn't. Like I said, his depression is back,”
“Jin stop... He's already upset as it is," Namjoon murmured.
"Sorry," Jin kissed his cheek. It surprised him.
"Is that a hint!"
"Yes~" Jin stroked his arm,
Namjoon nodded a smile creeping up on his face.
"Ew..."I said, "When can we go in?"
"The doctor will come out," Jin said.
Both of my hyungs started muttering to each other. Then went into the toilet just down the corridor... Why!!!???? I mean like yea I ship namjin. But really? At a hospital?
AH, I give up!
"Are you here with Yoongi," The doctor came out.
I nodded, "He OK?"
"Yes, he's OK... He says that he still doesn't feel well and feels tired,"
"OK," The doctor then bowed and left me.
I went inside and saw Suga... He was paler than the clean white sheets. He also had huge bags under his eyes... Has he been sleeping?
"Hey babe," Suga said tiredly looking at me.
"Hi... You feel OK?" I asked taking a seat.
"Yea... I should be OK though... The doctor said I need to have a week of work,"
“Yea but tomorrow we leave to go to Busan... Then Suwon... Then Tokyo... Osaka... Shanghai... London and LA... You gonna miss out on them,"
"It's fine," he held my hand. "It's fine," he said again.
"No, it's not fine!" I said pouting.
"It is and that's final!"
To make him feel happy I kissed his lips softly.
But he pushed away...
Huh, weird...
"Why?" I asked looking at Him.
"Cos not," he said darkly.
"Sorry hyung," I got up, "I'll leave you now..."
"Fine, "
I went to the door and opened it then walked out. I made my way down the large corridor and out of the entrance.
Then I was stuck.
ARMYs were surrounding Jin's car. And mine is right behind it.
I ran round to the driver's seat and unlocked the car.
Quickly I jumped in locked the car and started it up while putting my seat belt on.
Now to get out if here...
The ARMYs were surrounding my car entirely and trying to get it...
Shit.
What the hell should I do??
Sorry for cursing by the way ARMYs... If you don't like me cursing then I'll stop.
But anyway...
I was stuck
Erm... I just decided to honk my horn which made the jump away, shook.
I know it is evil but I gotta get home.
I moved my car back a bit which made the fans move away and after a lot if honking and Cops coming I managed to get out.
"Thank you so much!" I said to the cop crew.
"If this craziness ever happens again just call one one two, we're here for you," He answered and gave me a reassuring smile. "Now, we'll let you go home and give the fans a warning,"
They stepped out of the way and gave them another thank you before closing the window and making my way back home.
I do hope that I don't get surrounded again. That was so scary. Like that American movie that I like... Ah what's It called??? One sec
*in deep thought*
...
AH yea got it. It was like the walkers in The Walking Dead. I love that program. It is funny to annoy my hyungs with the Easy Street song!
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"I'm home!" I called shutting the front door.
"Are you OK!" J Hope came running. "We saw what happened. It was on the news and paparazzi were filming!"
"I'm OK I'm OK don't worry,"
He hugged me tightly, "Thank goodness, but erm Where's Jin and Namjoon?"
"Having sex in the hospital toilets,"
Horse squealed, "ew ew ew ewe but what the hell?"
"I was like that don't worry... They'll realize that I came home soon."
"Whatever we talked about here.... Stays here,"
"We are not ever gonna speak of it! Well in ten years time we'll all be chatting and be like 'do you remember at the hospital Jin and Namjoon had sex'"
"They'll be so embarrassed!" J Hope laughed.
"Yeah worth it!" I smiled,
"Jungkook!" Jimin came over, "I made cookies in shape of a bunny... Look!" he grabbed my wrist and pulled me to the kitchen where I saw pink bunnies with black button noses, and brown chocolate chips eyes.
It made me shook. I could never imagine Jiminie hyung doing this!
"Wow!" I breathed. "How long was I gone for?"
"About an hour,"
"And you-"
"V helped... He isn't here,"
"Why?"
"He left a few minutes ago to get some sushi from Hanazono,"
"Oh OK,"
"you OK though? After the fans?" Jimin asked quietly.
I nodded and gave him a reassuring smile. "Scary but Cops came and peeled them of my car... There are a few scratches and dent in the side of the passenger door,"
"What!?"J Hope shouted.
"Calm down," I rubbed his shoulder. "I can get it fixed..."