I love you but why did leave me?

Chapter 4

"Doctor is he OK!" I burst into Yoongi's room.
The doctor kept pressing buttons and putting needles into him. This made tears well into my eyes.
"Are you the boyfriend?" He asked. And he finally came down.
"Ye-yea," I stammered.
"Right some liquid pills we gave him didn't work,"He pointed to a stand with a loose needle hanging from it and fluids in a bag. "He had a really bad allergic reaction. His blood pressure dropped and he start throwing up. He's asleep now though. But in a few days he can be discharged but if he ever gets headaches or feels ill then give him some penicillin," He gave me a piece of green paper with the prescribed pills written down on it," We're also going to run some tests to see why he feels ill all the time OK?"
Jeez his writing is neat. Damn...
"Wh-when will be wake up?" I asked a tear rolling down my cheek.
"He will wake up in a few hours but I suggest someone else stays with him because you look really upset, OK?" he answered softly and rubbed my shoulder.
I nodded, not looking in the eye. I was looking at the thin pale ghost in the bed. He was paler than the duvet.
"He's OK?" Jhope asked, and gasped loudly when he saw Suga,
"Can you stay with him?" I asked.
"Yea sure... I'll keep you updated... I can stay overnight?" He asked the doctor.
The doctor nodded and gave us all a reassuring smile. "I'll bring in a duvet and pillows for you. You will have to sleep on the couch though,"
Jhope nodded. I turned and buried my head in Taehyung's neck and broke down.
"It's OK kookie... He's always pale and he's sleeping. Like he always does. But he'll wake up any minute now but I thinks it's best if we go home and leave jhope hyung here," Tae said softly, rubbing my back.
"I will bring you some clothes back for you hyung..." Jimin said.
"And something for Yoongi," Jhope said.
Spring day came in my head. Suga's part. He always sung that when he was thinking, sad, or if I wanted him to sing it.
And it made me cry more.
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I went up to my hyungs room and hugged his favourite plush. The bunny.
"Pick out some clothes for him, Jin and Namjoon are on their way back," Jimin said softly and ruffled my hair.
I pushed him away. "Sorry hyung,"
"No its fine..."
I stood up and watched him leave, then went over to Yoongis wardrobe. He didn't have many things. He always said that he only needed a few things to live. But after I've given Jimin hyung some of Sugas clothes I'm going to buy him some things. His rooms was pretty bare so I thought about getting him a new bed, wardrobe, draws, clothes etc.
He needs to feel homely. I want him to feel happy.
But what about his box? I found it at the bottom in a moving box.
He had some photos of family who I didn't know in it as well. And hair? Wait he's been pulling his hair out? Huh?
I'll keep the boxes and the things inside it then talk to Suga hyung when he gets home.
Right now for furniture shopping.
"Guys.." I went downstairs and saw them all in the kitchen,
"Yea?" Jin asked.
"Can I go furniture shopping? And other shopping... I wanted to lift Suga's spirits when he gets home..."
"Sure you can kid... Now I think someone should go with you,"
"Can we all go? You can help!" I smiled stoll hugging the bunny.
"Sure!" Rapmon answered cheerfully.
So that's what we did. We all travelled to the Timothy Oulton store and looked around at the make rooms.
I pictured Suga's reaction for each bedroom look. There were three that I liked the best and I knew Suga would like...
"Can I have some help?" I asked.
"Sure where's tae and jhope?" Rm said.
"They went of looking for stuff, Jin went with them,"
"Ah OK. So what one are you going for?"
"That's the problem... I liked the black and white one... The grey one I liked... And I really this blue and black one..."
"Which one do you think Yoongi will like?" He asked softly,
"I think the black and white one... But I also think he will like the blue and black one,"
"In my opinion you should go with the black and white one... He likes dark colours because it helps him sleep and white is his favorite colour..."
"Mhm..." I looked across the store to the black and white one.
"Can I go with the black and white one?" I asked looking at Namjoon.
"Which ever one you'd like to get you can get it,"
"Yay! Oh we also need cushions, blinds and... Duvet stuffs!"
He chuckled, "You go looked for that I will pay for the room,"
I nodded and went down the bedding Isle which also had many varieties of cushions.
I picked simple bedding which came in a pack of black, white, grey, Pink (Jin will be shook), blue and red.
I also grabbed a bunch of cushions. A bunny one to represent me. A cookie one which was a Jammie Dodger. Then some circle one and a few square ones. It's a good thing igot a cart but that was nearly full! I then went down to the end isles and picked some black blinds and then went to pay.
Now for clothes shopping! And did I love it! I went crazy!!!
We arrived at STAR 101 store and I immediately went up the escalator to the men's department. A red jumper caught my eye, and I knew instantly Suga hyung would love it. But they didn't have his size so I got the size above it so it'll be comfy. I picked out some grey, white and black sweatpants. Some ripped jeans. Many many many more jumpers and tops... Then about half a dozen pairs of shoes from Converse to comfy slippers... They were unicorns... OK I might have gone into the female section and got him a maids dress. He threw his one out after he served at a cafe! I also got matching socks just like the outfit. Before I paid I realised I had lost the others.
"Oh..." I said looking about me,
I looked over the glass holding my shopping bag protectively and looked for some pink hair. Nope... Maybe they left...
I didn't have my phone so couldn't text them either. But I pushed that aside and went to the living department, where I purchased some little ornaments which were cats little Kimamons... I also got a few scented candles... He always liked to light them and watch the flame? It's weird but oddly cute. Plus he likes his room to smell nice because he'll sleep nice and feel cosy. Other than that I didn't know what else to get so I paid for the things and left the store.