Withdrawl (24)

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Y/N's POV

Billie's been really annoyed lately. Me, her and Finneas just got home from the ER. She had to go because her withdrawal symptoms were really, really bad. I laid with her upstairs, eating ice cream while she laid her head into me. "I'm gonna throw up again, do I still have water left?" She asked.

Billie's POV

I laid next to Y/N, awaiting her answer. She looked at my water bottle and nodded. I closed my eyes, feeling my throat tingle and my stomach shift. I gagged a little and sat up, leaning over Y/N in an effort to reach the bucket. I started vomiting, Brown puke with remnants of rosarita beans in it flew out of my mouth. Gross. I smelled disgusting. Y/N rubbed my back. "Shhhh, it's okay baby." She said soothingly. I smiled and she wipes my lips, and handed me my water so gurgle, to get the puke out of my mouth. I laid back down, dried throw up still in my hair. This is my 11th time vomiting today and it's only noon. I laid my head back into her chest, kissing her boob. She pours me some pepto bismol, "drink." She demands. I drink the pink stomach medicine, barely lifting my head up. It doesn't help I have diarrhea right now too.

Two hours later, Y/N had me laying her head in my lap while basically forcing me to eat crackers. Finneas walked over to the couch and sat down, looking at me sympathetically. "You okay?" He asks, rubbing my arm. I nodded, a mouthful of food in my mouth. He smiled. I'm gonna go to LA soon, the mall. Want anything?" He asked. I nodded, quickly swallowing my food, sitting up slightly. "Gucci is holding a few pieces for me. Grab those, and get me rosarita beans and the shampoo I like. Want anything Y/N?" I asked. She shook her head.

For the rest of the day we sat doing mostly nothing. There's a new girl here named Elizabeth. Lizzi for short. She's a bit weird, but Finneas thinks she'll be useful. As long as she doesn't get in my way. Females are petty, that's why I prefer a male to come around to help. I'm less likely to fuck them, and they're less likely to get attached. Of course with Y/N I'm not exactly sleeping around. I was still shaky and vomity, but that's okay. It'll pass. PAWS withdrawal lasts for a year or two. Depression, mood swings, the whole haul. Great. I at least have my beautiful Y/N. She's a good thing for me. I hope I'm the same for her. At around 9 when Finneas came back, As I felt my stomach rumble, he gave me some chips to much on. Y/N was asleep. These hips were the ones my parents used to buy us when we were sick. They tasted good but were also bland, so we wouldn't puke our guys out eating them. It's rice based. Lizzi walked into the living room, sitting on one of the ottomans.

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