breathing problems (marvel high school AU)

five

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"oh my god.. oh my god loki wake up!what's happening? should i call an ambulance? MAY! HELP!"

may comes in from the other room with a worried look. "peter what's happening?"

"loki had a panic attack i think he passed out i don't know what to do oh my god.." peters hands are shaking and he looks panicked

keep it togther dude keep it together for loki

may glances on the floor and finds various things knocked over and loki lying there.

"peter stay calm, you can't pass out from a panic attack for all i know, let's call an ambulance. get the phone for me please."
she says trying to calm peter down.

he dials 911 and hand it to her and she gives them the adress and asks for an ambulance.

i'm freaking out, i don't know what just happened, i've seen loki have panic attacks, that had to be something different. he fainted! you don't faint when you have panic attacks! i'm sure of it!

when loki and i were in 6th grade was the first time i saw him have a panic attack and i thought for sure he was dying. i got so scared i didn't know what to do so i yelled and screamed for a teacher to come into the cafeteria. i really was petrified and i'm sure loki was too. being pegged with questions while in his state of panic, it must of made it so much worse.

that night i went home and read everything i could about panic attacks, because that's what the school nurse said had happened. i didn't really understand that so being the nerd i am i researched it. a lot. because i was terrified. petrified that my best friend was gonna die.

the ambulance showed up and brought loki inside. the asked for family only and may said she was his aunt, therefore we were family, so they let us on.
on the way there loki woke up, confused as to where he was.

"..peter? what's happening?" he's looking around. his eyes are widening "-pete where.. what's happening-"

"hey, it's okay. you're okay, we're in an ambulance okay? we're just going to get you checked out."
peter says trying to stay calmer than he actually is.

"w- why am i in an ambulance?... what?"

"we were at my house.. do you remember that?"

loki nods slowly.

"okay good, do you remember what happened?" peter asks tentatively.

"um no, if i did i wouldn't be so fucking confused right now." loki sasses at peter but pete pays no mind. he's had a rough day.

"well you had a panic attack. and then.. in the middle of it.. like.. green stuff went into the air and like.. moved everything...? anyway besides the point. you had a panic attack then passed out." peters explains.

"oh.. okay..." he trails off. "i'm okay now.. do i have to still be on this thing?"

a medic decides to step in on this one. "well you may feel okay, but you did just pass out and no one knows why. you're just going to be checked out and you can go right home after." he says to loki.

"alright" he sighs and puts his head back down to rest.

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loki returns home within the next hour, he felt fine and just continued on through his day. he didn't need to tell his parents, they'd probably send him to some insane asylum or something. he just heads up to bed for the night.

peter stays up all night. why could loki have been so panicked about telling peter this? he's usually the most calm around peter. it doesn't make sense to him- he's a trans boy! he understands what loki is going through. he just wishes he could help.
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