Bad Boy and New Girl (cethany fanfiction) Bethany Mota&Connor Franta

Past Love& Lost Forever

BETHS POV

I turned around and obviously stood there was my ex, my past love, my enemy. I hated him, every single bit. But I still loved him. He wrecked me. "Be-" Don't even say a word I said with a very stern tone. He grabbed my arm and I instantly threw it off. "Connor I'm not some weak desperate girl who will stand by you to be used. I thought you loved me, through everything the kidnapping. None of it was true huh? I told you everything my abuse, Alec me hurting myself but all that time you played me."I said tears welling up in my ears. I wiped them away stood up straight and cleared my throat.

"Connor, I can never love someone who is scared of taking risks, I don't care if your protecting me. You broke my heart today by saying those 7 words (I never loved you Bethany Mota) Even if you mean't them I don't care. Connor Franta I will never go back to you and that is a promise.

I walked away, that was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. I loved him so much but he confessed to not loving me. I will never forgive him. I will never forget him.

CONNORS POV

I knew she would never forgive me, I said I didn't love her. But I did. It's all for her protection Con. I Have never experienced love until I met Beth, she changed my world. But I have to let her go.