Hold You Down

|XXIV|

"We ruined each other by being together. We destroyed each other's dreams."

― Kate Chisman, Run

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"Well stop accusing me and assuming shit and I won't leave cuz yo should know by now that I love you and I mean I love the fuck out of you August."

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She climbed In the back and I was right behind ha. Shit my tents so dark , I'm hoping I can find ha.

She pushed me under her so she was on top and started kissing on my neck , taking her dress off. I rubbed up and down her waist as she started rubbing and licking up my tattoos , after taking my shirt off . After a while she pulled out a condom and started dry grinding on me before sucking at my neck again.

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I sat the plate on the table then went over to Mercedes as she slept peacefully. I bent down to her level and placed light kisses on her face and neck, waking her.

" stop August.." She whined pushing my face. I grabbed her hand and sat her up.

"Come on baby you gotta get up!" I told her. She sighed as she sat up.

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She slightly turned as she wrapped her arms around my waist. I wrapped mines around her as I kissed her forehead and rubbed through her hair, from now on, it's gonna be just like this, where I will protect her every way I can possible.

Memories, memories just started replaying in my head. No one has said nothing yet as I was in the waiting room, at the hospital. My eyes were red, my head was killing me with this migraine and my heart was hurting from what I did. I was drunk , I should've just listened. What if she's dead? What if I killed her? I don't know what I would do and how would I explain it to Drew.

I sighed loudly as I put my head in my hands as my elbows sunk in my leg. I couldn't take this. I'm a horrible person , first I hit her then I get her in a wreck. It's almost as if I'm bad luck for her, just from the beginning. From her getting beat, her in the trap, her mom, her rape, her first miscarriage, her in jail, my bullshit, ruining her wedding, her getting beat again, her second miscarriage I just......and I probably didn't even name half of what she's been through.

I just feel worthless and like she said, full of shit. I've been out of line and it takes something like this for me to realize it. I never had so many regrets in my life. I just honestly don't see why she stays with me. If it was me , I probably would've been have bounced on that nigga.

I continued to be stuck in my feelings as I heard the door open up.

"Aye!" I looked up and saw most of the crew walk in.

Dre gave me a look before sitting down and Drew dat beside him, rocking his feet.

Brooke stood in front of me as she had her arms folded.

"What the fuck happened?" She semi yelled.

I didn't see Alyssa, Chandra, Isaiah or Quan. Just Dre, Brooke and Zane.

"I don't know." I mumbled, she sarcastically laughed.

"Wow!" She mumbled sitting down beside Dre. He seemed a bit surprised but he wiped it off as she glared at me , rocking her one leg that was crossed.