Hold You Down

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Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage."

― Lao Tzu

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"Just take it!" She said handing it to me. I sighed as I took it and started sliding the top off slowly. It finally got completely off when I saw a pair of shoes and papers. But it wasn't my size shoes, it was some baby shoes.

"Uhh wrong size.."

"Nigga !" She said .

I took out the papers and saw it was her doctor papers. I read all the way down til I saw a word in bold that said 'pregnant' and I froze. I couldn't move..I just stared at the word for a while before I looked up at her.

"Y-you're pregnant?" She nodded with a smile, biting her lip.

I looked at her in a complete daze.

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The doctor rubbed the gel on her belly followed by guiding the monitor thing across as stuff came up on the screen.

"I see little legs and arms developing which is good." He stated pointing to stuff on the screen. She looked over to me as i was smiling, holding my hands together to my face while my mom had a straight face .

"Well everything's healthy bout the baby so far, good job." The doc said with a smile, I smiled back .

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I was tired as hell as cries fill the room . They cleaned him up and handed him to August first .

"Aww damn." August mumbled looking at him . He gave him a kiss on the forehead before giving him to me .

"Omg." I muttered . He was adorable and looked just like August already .

"I got a name.." August said .

"What?"

"Drew...Drew Mel." He said .

"Hmmm Drew Mel Alsina...it's cute I like it." I said .

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"Baby you hungry? Want some chicken nuggets?" I asked Mercedes. Her face turned as she started crying again.

"Drew liked chicken nuggets." She cried. I sighed as I rubbed my hands through my curls and looked back to a head shaking Zane.

"Baby we bout ta go find him. You gonna be okay hea' by ya'self?" I asked, she nodded as she sniffles , tryin to breathe calmly.

"I nodded and kissed her forehead.

"Okay. And please stawp cryin' fa me ma." I begged, she nodded.

"I'll try." She sniffled as she sat criss cross on the bed. I nodded befor turning all the around to Zane.

"Leggo!"

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"Mane this so fucked up, who does this shit?" Zane asked as I rung Dre doorbell. I shrugged.

"It had ta be his ole punk ass." I said rolling my eyes just thinking bout his ole pedophile ass.

I banged on the door as Dre ass was taking all day.