Longing for Decades

Oh my god, krist knows

Singto/ Prince:-

It's been almost a week to have a phone friend. Now in this smart era who the hell having a friend like this without knowing anything about each other. If some are having then it must be their social media followers.... Not a true friend????. Singto was very very happy that he is having a friend like his p. Its really is a platonic relationship if he ever happened to continue to have a contact with him after he leaves the country???? After all his p is here for another week as he was told bye his p. And he planned to be in touch but everything depends on his p. 

His is not able to be demanding on that matter. He always wants to be bossy how he is with his friends but he don't know what happened when he specks with his p. He sulk, being a pussy when he wants know something about his p, he wants to be pampered by his p, he actually listen and do as his p said. No one till now force to do something if singto doesn't wants to. Only his grandma can be like .....but still he got his hands in upper hand, so he does what he wants and act like he believed. 

Now when his p said something or give advice to him he listen and do which is exactly opposite reaction comes from if it is not his p. Only one week and he obeyed........ Miracle. Yes may be his p is an angel. Singto was in deep thoughts about all this looking at the picture his p send with face pack covered......... He got a message. Looking at time it's already late. 

Opening the inbox I found it is p who sent it....I am excited andi want to tell him that I am back. His p is not sleeping... So he can call. Thinking that he called but his p is not answering. He go back to the message and read it. He actually didn't read and want to talk with his p so he called. 

Reading it breaks his heart. He doesn't feels good. On the other night he obeyed he p and came to school. No matter how he is angry ...it vanished when he is friends with p. Now singto was angry very much. He talked with himself and vent his anger...his frustration....

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 Reasons..... Ha you ask me reasons... Then listen( he talked with his own Shadow pretending his other self///// not like movies his own soul appeared in front of him or some miniature angel/ demon of his soul)

1st of all I ..I .. Listens everything what he says. I do and obey him. But he ...p doesn't care about me.

He said not to act like a teenager any more if I want my love. I listen and stop  being a trouble maker. He doesn't know that but you know na...

I don't angry at KRIST why because he say so.

I drive all night to came to school why because he say so. 

He promised me that he will meet me.....I am waiting for it but now at late night he cancelled it. What's the reason ...he got some work. Hmmm I understand work is important but at least he should called me. If he says that some emergency then I'll believed him but noooo he got some work.

On the top of that I am excited to talk about KRIST. KRIST. He said that he will listen. 

It's his wish me to go to school and it'll be benefit for me so I drove over all night just to make him happy. I want him to be happy and when he'll know that I attained school as he said then he praised me. I want that but he cancelled everything. 

The biggest thing happened with me and I am thankful towards him but he....

You know when I I I ....ummm ohhh...

I want to tell him that may be may be I have chance. Chance with KRIST. I want to tell everything.... But....pffff

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( singto talked with himself with such a intense that he practically moved all around his room with a sad face holding anger.)

After a little encounter with himself he go back to his bed waiting for sleep but he couldn't. It's just his all emotions are in this moment mixed up. He is angry. He is tired. He is sad. He is happy..no happiest. He is excited....

/// a shot flashback

Singto as usually popular among the high-schools on that area and his school authorities wants him to prepared something for a thanks giving performance for some company. So he go to them and said he can play a simple song for the event.

He is not interested in any competitions so he go to the venue and found his friends and some other school participants in hall for waiting for their turn to come. To eased the atmosphere and make them relaxed  singto play a little with his guitar. He was not the best but before he play he danced and said jokes... Flirts with girls there. With his friends request he plays guitar..... Instead some loud piece I just play very basic and simple. Singto is a rookie on guitar so before hand he apologised all the music students l. 

While he playing so many eyes on him but he felt a desired starring in his back. When he turn to look someone asked about me to a boy. When I asked the boy who asked about me....

I am shocked when I know. 

KRIST asked about me. Who I am and what is my name!!!!???? Wait doesn't he know me. He know I am Prince. Well may be he forget. Knowing that it was KRIST asked about me I turn and headed towards him. 

" wow....a Thai....who are you? I am curious!!!! " KRIST

KRIST saying about me....and he entered to the judgeing area where others are there.

" oh my god........omg..omg..omg....KRIST wants to known me. Oh p you are great p. Listening to you is the best thing I ever done in my life p . I love you p. I love you." Singto saying loudly enough to looks like crazy and jumping around. 

When singto know that KRIST love his playing piece, he then decided to play a simple heart touching song with so much love adding his feelings. 

But when he go up to the stage he saw  KRIST is no where. All judges are there. The guests are waiting for him to start. Singto thought may be KRIST is there some where. Singto glanced to the guest areas where they sitting and he know KRIST is in second row when he is in back stage.

He started his performance but till the end KRIST is not there. This is the second time Krist avoid him. He thought may be KRIST know who I was. May be he figure it out that I am that Prince who try to messed up his performance. Is he angry. That's why he left. The impression he have sometimes before........ May be he ......don't want to cross path with me. He surely hates me. Singto thought all this ...all these thoughts coming to his mind .

P....p.... I need you p. Pick up the call p. As singto dialed to his p after come back to the back stage completed his performance....... His P's number ......it's switched off. With tear in his eyes singto rushed to his home. He don't want to wait for others not his friends nor his teachers.

" no one is there for me when I needed the most"

He informed his in charge teacher that he drove all night to reach so he needed rest. With that he came home. He cried so much. When he wants to talked with his p he is not available. He was exhausted... So sleep is the best way to clear his mind. He drifted apart...........

///end of flashback

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