Longing for Decades

The thought

Singto:

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Beautiful as always. P you have the same aura as before. You look better than I have imagined myself though I always follow you on news. Why are you called as Devangel. You are the only angel I know. P I am so happy to see you P. Remember me P. Look at me. I am yours P. I am the one you picked for the band. You want me to be the leader and I did what you told me P. I didn't disappointed you P. 

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Just don't look P ... say something. Wow you really read people as P'Bright said earlier. You look so cute P but why P'Bright said mean things like you are the king of the hell, rough boss, why are you starring at me like a gangster P. Don't yell me you can't even remembered me at all. It's only 2 years P and you forget about me. You talked with me almost 2 weeks. At least talked with me for 5 mins face to face P and you forget. 

I will make you remember P ......

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While I thinking about my P ...ahhhh suddenly I feel pain in my waist. It was the pinch from Pre and she signalling to talk. Then I got the reality that all this time I talked with myself without opening my mouth and even uttering a word.  The hell man. I am lost my mind the second I saw love of mine....going to be mine.

I did introduced myself and indirectly put much emphasize on the words that can help my love...

' New York, sun city apartment dorm where I living now, band leader, name of mine Prince... Still no reaction. ' so at last I said my name which I can't even I want prior in front of others. He seems forget me even if I said my name. The hell it hurts more when I think that he forget me.

My P assigned fei and pre what to do but to me he was like mutely starring and said nothing. I am so happy. Before some time he said to me not today dream but look at him what he is doing.... Ha ha...

Did P remembered something???

When my P said he is thinking than I thought is my words makes him remembered or ...I couldn't complete my thought and he asked P'Bright for my file. 

What's on that file. Did P investigate on me.....than I am more then happy. He will know.....

But what the hell P , you send all away to do what...??? Except you all P's are looking at me like I am going to dead. The pitiful looks they carry and the worry ness on their eye's... Not good for me. Are you going to punish me for opening the door without permission. 

My P just said to follow him and when he opened a door of a room in the upstairs.... I am speechless..... The room full of musical instruments. Looking at the classical instruments... I am feeling so proud to my P. He said that he values the culture of his country back 2 yes and wants to spread it to the world....looks like he really did . the way all arrangements are there.....I am certain that some musical fusion are planed by my P. 

He invites me in and handed over the notes to play. Looking at that ..it confirmed that my P considering me as a part of his program....

( he just thought like previously without actually saying these things)

" OK" I said as he asked that I can play it or not.....

" what you want to listen.... The notes are can play louse as rock or mellow like jazz or you want something extra." S

" both, just play as you can. If in difference then let me listen. "K

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Singto seriously not able to calm himself thinking that Krist ask him to play in front of him. It was the long past wish that he want to play in front of his P. Back in 2 year when he performed.. Krist as a judge and guest was not there but he just listen the last bit of his playing.  His dream is going to turn into reality.

Krist pick up one of the guitar and given to singto. The notes are having intense feelings. It seems a depth of sadness lingering but somehow while seeing the notes feel the sadness during playing it gave a chill to everyone and Krist's friends are commenting that it have a lovely love feelings. Krist couldn't judge his own notes. His deep feelings are there. He poured some of his true feelings into this music notes. Krist want to feel what's his friends feels after he play it in front of them. He need someone to play for him. 

It is a sudden urge he got to listen but how he need to explain so he showed singto like he is testing him how good he can play. Till now he just played this piece of music but he wants to hear it to put right lyrics for this. He has list of lyrics what he written but couldn't decide for this piece.

It's just came to his mind when he feels the gaze of singto few minutes ago. For that he couldn't able to said anything for minutes. Krist knows that if his friends are here then it will be difficult for him to do. They easily could guess what Krist really feels. 

While Krist thinking all his action minutes ago he felt so silly. He pull one of the chair and sit on it facing back to singto.

Singto was excited a moment ago thought that he could play for Krist like this but when he adjusted the tune of the guitar according to him , he saw that krist close his eyes and thinking something, smirking, nodding his head. He felt like his P laughing at him for what? What did he do now? He quickly said I am ready to start......... And now Krist pull the chair and sit showing his back to him.

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