Longing for Decades

After a leap welcome to Thailand

It stuck hard on singto's mind that .....why on the earth he couldn't know before hand. The two person recently entry in his life as he cared about them is one. It is not a simple coincidence. If it is destiny then he hates that. He is not going to stay still. But what can he do. His p left him with a simple letter. No contact no. Nothing. 

It's not only hurt singto thinking of krist but the most part that as his P's simba, he even couldn't got a tiny tiny  of chance to show who he really are. He was involved with krist in different scenario as an arrogant prince, as a troublesome nong simba and as a good student singto holding good future for everyone around him. 

Singto promised himself that he is not going to let Krist down ........ So he make up his most and for becoming a leader of the upcoming project group. May be if he leads in the path which Krist shown him.......may be just may be he'll confronts with his love someday. 

Well singto have to complete his graduate degree.... Then he can dream for fly to Thailand. It's his mother's strict instruction when singto reluctantly wants to go to find his long lost friend/ his P.

Looking at the mirror for so long............he said to seeing his own image ............" You have to be strong enough to wait for him to came to you. You need to be determined. You need to love him so much that your love could draw his attention towards you. Fulfill his first request then you can go for search for his love for you if he have???"

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Two years later......

Its been two years but the heart of singto remained same longing for only one person. He changed completely. The brat the prankster boy became the serious person. Still the cool persona is not hampered at all. On a serious note he is now became idol of examples for his juniors of his school. 

Singto became a member of the project group and leader of them. Many achievements and concerts are done but Krist never came. Singto thought that he remain in the group as his P said then one day he is able to meet him but no the dream of singto never came to the point that gave him hope that it'll going to fulfill. The days when he got some news or read something about his P , he is like happiest person in the world. His mood is up for everything. When he realized that waiting for the moment to come is not going to help him in anyways...... He tries his best to became the best at everything that after graduation he is one going to initiate their relationship which never even start in the past. 

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Singto:-

" mom don't be like this. I said na I'll call you everyday. Now stop crying. Sweetheart please give some of your brain to her na. The emotional drama she is trying to pull is not going to change my mind. " S

" well I don't have any other child. If I have another son then he'll understand what is in my mind and what it feels when a part of my heart going far away from me. I wish I could have a descent boy who love me and never apart from me." Singto's mom

Singto busy in packing his stuffs...listing his mom he turn and said " I wish mom I wish the same. Trust me. It's going to happen." S

" han....what's going to happened. What are you saying. " mom

" nothing mom" S ....I wish the same mom that you need another son and I am going to bring him, thought himself and began to pack the rest.

As singto is busy in his work the two mother and daughter looking him from the corner of the room and talked in very low tone......

" sweety, he knows what he is doing. And he need to do that. Thailand is his home our home. You know his heart is in there so how can he'll be happy here. He was so small back then that we managed him but now he began saw those nightmares again and it's good that he himself attempt to find his friend. It'll help him. If something happened we'll go there. And by the way in next Christmas I am going Thailand. You know I always go there to look after our properties, so don't worry." Grandma

" hmm, Maa but I feel like uhh... I don't know. After that scary period of time of my life I don't want to be apart from my boy. You know he suffered a lot Maa. I want to give him every happiness he deserved but now he is going there where all this happened, how can I be not worried. If if...iiifff he face him if he know the truth...ohhh...thinking about that only makes me restless." Mom

" don't worry too much. We'll go there once he'll settled.... We'll watch him from far. I also don't want ......that persons shadow near by baby." Grandma

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Singto is in now in Thailand. His mom arranged everything. A man who is work for his sweetheart came to pick him from airport. The dorms his mom booked is near from the university. It's his first time in Thailand so he let his mom to prepared everything for him. That way she will less worried. He need to choose  one dorm among four which his mom booked. He is currently staying at hotel. 

He choose one dorm which is nearer to the university. It's just required 2 mins to reach. The area having a good food stalls and restaurants around. The view from his from is also good. Its a big dorm for one person but his mom said that if they came then where they are going to stay. So 2bedrooms, 1 kitchen, 1 hall/ drawing room, 2 balconies each one opposite to each other, with 3 bathrooms 2attached and one common, 2 guests rooms. As soon as he choose it the man from earlier is now on work to clean and fully furnished the house. Its actually looking beautiful after taken care by his grandma' s man. 

Singto moved to his dorm today. He called his mom earlier and talked with her with he showed her the rooms and the decoration. He is happy. But thinking that he got one week to look around and explore Thailand. Thinking that he drifted apart in his dream...............

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