Longing for Decades

A memory

Singto spent all night crying..... Means not literally crying but he was sad so sad. There is no one with him to share his sadness. Now he actually think what his sweetheart said.

/// a conversation which break some memory..... ( flashback)

" life is enjoyable.. When someone there to share your emotions. Happiness and sadness is like two brothers. They share one fate but different sites like the coins. Your sadness can be reduced by some extent if someone was there with you for hope and your support. Everyone need someone with their lives. Your happiness can be doubled by sharing or merely present of someone. If that someone is dear to you or like social to you then you can achieve anything. Think about it Prince. I don't want you to be alone like me. Your mother found that someone very late. She almost suffered like me but now she is happy na. Don't urge for the past which is gone. Look for future Prince. If life ment you to meet then you will. Don't spoil or ignore the new doors which opened for you. There will time you want to get out of your world but no one is there to open it for you. " grandma

" wow.... Sweetheart you should be a very good romantic writer if not start now. Listening these lines....... I feels like I read a novel. Well I believed that if there is someone ment for me then that person will find me. Why should I spent my precious time on it. I am happy and for your information I have countless no.of girls and boys who love me. It doesn't mean I'll love them back. I have so many friends and everyday many more wants to be friend with me. I am handsome, Rich, a single boy, have followers and friends. So I am happy and I have so many person to share my happiness....... Now can I go sweetheart. If someone is not there for me I know you'll be there for me. So chill grandma. Chill. I will be late. Don't wait. Bye." Singto said and go for a party that night.

He came back at 2 o'clock morning. He was drunk bit still sober to do his work . after washroom work is over he go to bed . but a dream distrusted his sleep.

It's the first time singto saw that two young boys plays together looking happy but the younger boy need to go some where. It's without his will ....a lady and two nurses forcefully taken the boy. The other one remains still and waves his hand very slowly. The younger boy screams....

' p promised me p , you'll wait for me, I'll came back for you p, I want to live with you p, wherever you are p I'll find you p. Promise me p. Promise me.'.....

Uhhh.uhhhh....uhhh. Singto wakes up panting hard..... He drenched with his own sweat. The dream makes him emotional. He feels like someone dear to him was waiting for him and he need to find. He felt heavy in his heart. The pain the emotions was so strong that after he awake also he feels that.

After that night he sometimes saw the same dream again and again. It's not regular mean not everyday but from time to time he saw. When he ask about it...... His mom said that he had a friend back in Thailand. She doesn't know his name but singto was so clingy to him and while you apart you said those words... What you dreamed.

It shocked him. And he decided himself that after his graduation he is going to Thailand and continue his studies there and find that friend.

/// end of flashback...

Staring at the ceiling..

" if...what if...I am still your friend, Will you be there when I need my friend. I'll definitely find you. Will you remembered me? Pffff. "

Singto is awake now..finished his work in bathroom. Coming from their his phone rings......it's from his homeroom teacher.

" hello " S

" hello singto "

" yes Sir, singto here. Why did you call sir. Did anything happened? " S

" yes dear the biggest thing happened. And why didn't you greed me humm?"

" oh. Sorry... Good morning Darling "S

( his homeroom teacher is best friend of his mother. And it's been years he addressed her like that. )

" okay.... Sing tell me honestly... What did you do yesterday? "

" hummm...what are you saying. I didn't do anything. I mean at my knowledge. " S

" that's case every time..... You do nothing still some fell for you heard. Haannn"

" oh commmmon darling. I swear... Yesterday I didn't even flirt..then it shouldn't count as my fault. Right. " S

" aannnhannn. Then the judge of yesterday event must be crazy "

As soon as singto heard judge from yesterday..... He got curious. Did KRIST said something, did he complained about me, did he said what I did to him ??? All these thoughts coming.

" what...what about the judge, did someone said something about me. I swear Darling I didn't do... "S

He didn't even complete his sentence, his teacher laughing hard.

" ha ha ha ..."

" ohh. Oh god I got you . for the first time you panicked. I wish I could see your face now."

" hannnnn??" S

" it's nothing sing.....it just one of the judge wants to meet you. I don't know why bit along with you some other students are also requested to meet. But one of the judge wants to meet you personally. Wants to talk something about."

" wh...who.. Is..is ..is that judge? "

( fuck  I am shuttering) singto thought

" ummm what's the nameee..ummm ya KRIST "

'Dhadmmm...ahhhh'

A loud noise came.

" hey sing ...dear ..what happened. What's that noise. Are you OK? "

" aumm nothing darling. I wasn't careful, so I slipped. I am OK" S

" oh"

" ummm Darling..... Is that KRIST means KRIST the judge of yesterday. " S

" yea dear. And I am expecting you to present at school ....3pm. He is coming here to pick you. I said yes on your behalf. So don't be late and be a good boy. The company helping school in various way.  Okay "

" OK "

" sing.....sinnnng."

" singgggto"

" uhh ye..yes. I'll be there . bye " S

" bye"

Singto is in cloud nine. He is jumping around. His heart biting loudly. Even he can hear it. He is so happy.

But stilllll...........

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