Longing for Decades

# you're helping me to love you!!

When arthit saw singto fainted, he panicked. Forgot his own pain but a lingering pain grown inside him which start for singto. In this happy moment why singto faint. When doctors said that exertions and lack of rest was the cause singto is in this condition. Thankfully it was not any serious matter. Arthit finally relaxed.

Singto's friends and prepalin never left his side. All are in a worried faces their waiting for him to wake up. The event went well and the aftermaths handle by all other members of the group. Arthit went back to his room his pent house near the hospital. Yes has many houses, one drom room near university which known to his friends only, have reserved rooms in 4 big hotels in the city and also have his own house design by him according to his child hood fantasy. The penthouse buildings owned by ronjanaput groups, so arthit have it for himself. Its not the only pent house he owned. He needed for him for his hideouts from the fans and for his meeting and businesses. 

When arthit reached he was tired as hell so he straight go to have a nap. After 2 hours his cell rings. It's a message from knot that everything went well. And singto wake up. After knowing he ran towards hospital.

" get out . all of you" a

When arthit said all the juniors went out and prepalin said " P'  he got medical history and he is not allowed to be stressed so much. It was in the past and he is fine now. Still ...." 

Krist nodded. Pre close the door of the hospital room when she got out. 

" are you OK now" k 

" yes P' " s

" what happened to you, do you know?" K

" yes P', I know and sorry for that." S

" I came to know that you practiced a lot I mean you are good , so why you did rehearsed to the extend that you forgot to have rest properly. Hmmm? "

Singto nodded nothing came from his mouth.

" by the way , you sang really well. Your P must be melting now. When you see your P just confess, you never know the result could be +he." K

"........." S

" but first recover and be happy. Don't stress so much. I don't like it the look you have now. I want to see the real happiness in your eyes like the first day I saw in your eyes. You don't have to come for practice. There is no schedule for the time being. Concentrate on your study. 

Krist is leaving the room saying this but halted his steps and turned 

" don't worry about your P. Your secret saves with me. You said that P of yours also here. I'll make you famous. You are now and I am going to recommend your name for the freshy  contest to be the sine more. Then you'll easily find happiness. Take care."

Krist was gone for 1/2 hours still singto is in the daze. What's the situation he had. The one helping me to have love, the one I can't have. He thought.

It's been almost a month singto never gone to the club. He have a very packed schedule. Classes, hazing class to attained with the freshy  contest. Krist recommendations means the expectations are high as sky. He got selected for Moon contest. Among all the students he is the moon of engineering department. He win the title against 10 branches of engineering department. Industrial group proud for him so they except more. Mean while the performance he gave on stage was viral among students. So he got more likes and votes on his promotional page of the contest. The club members+ Devangels+ his friends make sure to post his every activities. Devrngels more like P'bright force him to record 2 mins mini guitar performances and P'prem force him to join in basketball team. 

He is good at all but it's too tiering. He is so stressed but one thing that makes his day is....his P.

As he has a VIP dorm a very expensive one...he can only thank god for the room why???? Because he can see his P from their.

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A shot flashback:

Singto discharged from hospital. He is their for only 2 drips. After doctor said that he only needed 1 day rest and he'll be back to his own self as strong as he is. So he came his room and sleep. But as sleeping is a curse to him , he only remember his P is  misunderstood everything which he want to clear but couldn't. That thought make him awake . 

When he needed fresh air yo clear his mind he saw that one of the dorm light is on. It was opposite of his building. That was 'Sol apartment' building. 

The room has lights on is one floor down from singto. So he can see very clearly. Singto thought that he is hallucinating. Krist is on a treadmill. Sweating hard.

Then it becoming singto's habit to look at the room whenever he got time. He often find him to do his exercise, on phone, doing some work on his laptop, studying till 2/3 o'clock at night regularly.

The more he look the more he fell for him.

End

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For the past month krist home activities are became the stress relief for the young one. He can't believed himself that it became his drug. His P is his cure as he is his wound also. 

But this is not the only reason. After the hospital incident singto always find himself inside hospital in his dream. He couldn't remembered in details, so it's difficult for him to distinguish between his dream and reality of his own past.

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