The Sun & His Moon

Bonus Part 3

Last part of the Story... I hope everyone who reads this have been enjoying the book and that you will continue supporting my work in the future. I have a one shot book out where I post regularly and will have 1-2 small projects up during the summer. By the way let's start with the chapter shall we?

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Can Point of View

It's a late afternoon in May. It's may 17th to be exact, I'm sitting on the living room floor, I have a couple of boxes in front of me. I see my old journal in one of them and fish it out of the box. This is the journal I used to write my poems and letters to Tin before and maybe a month or so after we got together.

I flip through the book, and I land on a page where I see a couple of tear stains. I can see the date it's written, because it's at the top of the page. On the page there's a poem, it's a poem I think reflects my feelings pretty well. Although it might seem a bit cheesy, I smile a little as I read them now.

"I miss you a little, I guess you can say.
A little too much, a little too often,
And a little more each day."

I think I wrote these particular pages around the time I really realized how I feel about Tin. When I realized I love him with my whole heart. When I flip another few pages another poem makes me smile brightly at the book in my hands. I run my hand over the page and mumble to myself how the words in front of me are still so true.

"Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice. But falling in love with you was beyond my control."

I end up just sitting there, on the floor flipping through the pages for about twenty minutes before I hear Tin walking in the door to the apartment. He comes over to me, sees me crying and asks what's happened.

" Can... What's going on? Why are you crying? Did something happen?"

"I'm just looking through my old journal, I started writing in it after I met you. I guess I used it a lot during the period I was unsure of my feelings towards you and when I finally realized what they meant." I hand him the book and smile.

He opens it and reads through the pages, at first I'm unable to read his expression, I am unsure about how he feels until I see his face soften and I can see a small smile creep onto his face. It calms me down because I truly want him to know and understand how important he is to me.

My love for Tin is not something I can easily explain to you with words because true love is something you have to feel with your heart.

Tin looks up from the book. His eyes are a little glossy and he looks at me as to say the everything is going to be okay now that we have each other.

I look at him and then I get up from the floor. I take the small stem left toward him and place my hands around his waist. I run my hands up and down his spine, I can feel how he shiver whenever I do this and it make me smile even brighter.

"Cantaloupe, can I tell you a secret?"

"Of course. I'm your fiancé."

"I also have these kinds of journals. More than one actually. I'm still writing in them because, there's so much I want to say to you and I always want you to know how much I love you."