(Girl's)
Dear Diary,
I went to the mall earlier to buy some books and ballpens for my pen collection. When I was about to go to the elevator, I saw my crush going out from it. My heart automatically thumped loudly and because of adrenaline, I turned around so fast. I felt my hands shaking and they were eventually getting cold. Of all the places, why here!?
I was about to step forward but I stopped the moment I smelled his manly perfume. Damn this. His scent alone could make the butterflies in my tummy rambled. I turned to my left and there he was, beside me, holding a new ball, looking at me. He stared intently, and then later he looked away. He seemed so high of himself. Well, who wouldn't? He's the most popular varsity in school, while I'm just a girl who revolves around with books.
A girl walked near him and clung her arms on his. My heart tightened at the view so I ran away. Going out from the mall, I unconsciously dropped my wallet, so I had no choice but just to walk until I reached home.
Ps: And I just realize now, a 2x2 picture of him is in my wallet. I'm doomed.
(Boy's)
Dear Diary,
I went to the mall this morning to buy a ball and a pair of shoe for my collection of limited edition shoes. Going out from the elevator, I saw my crush immediately turned away like she's avoiding something. But dude, my heart started to boom so loud that I felt my kness shaking a bit and I was like floating, I actually found myself walking near her and hey! Fudge! I stopped beside her. Shit she smells so good! I couldn't even stop myself from staring at her. And damn, she looked at me straight into my eyes. Those beautiful chinky eyes--- before I lost in my own thoughts, I looked away. And then I regretted what I just did, I wanted to look at her again but I stopped because I felt so low of myself.. This girl beside me is known as the 'walking-dictionary/calculator' and ranks top 1 in school, while I'm just a plain boy who only revolves around with balls.
Seconds later, my sister clung her arms on me and was about to drag me but I didn't let her. I then saw my crush running away. Why was she like that? She always walked out or went far away whenever I was near. Is she avoiding me or something?
I followed her and saw her dropped her wallet. I picked it up but when I looked back to the direction she's heading earlier, I could not see her anymore.
