Fell Inlove With A Transferee Book 2 {Kill Em' With Kindness} [COMPLETE]

chapter 41 Really moved on? // Problem?

Ashred's POV:

It’s Friday again today and we really feel bored as hell and now we’ve concluded to leave this shit hole... I mean, this school, early again.

Aish... I still don’t know what's going on with me. My mind still kept on battling with my heart continuously.

I seriously can’t confirm my feelings towards this man! I just can't!

I have to be clear with myself, I'm not even kidding.

I can’t be that sure that I still love him, right? All this thinking makes me so uneasy, lately, I got totally scared with the idea of the tree... And it does contribute greatly to my feelings.

How can I assure you that this tree is the solution to all my problems and my feelings? Damn, I need my answers, the sooner the better.

Jungkook's just playing with me, I can’t go on with his games... I can’t fall for him. I have to be with Jake...

Aish, him again...

I’m getting out of my mind right now, really feeling the tingles go through my body… I’m getting crazier by the day!

I don't know how I can do this.
I feel so uneasy, I can’t focus on my daily life and proceed because of this.

This is how I felt back in high school cause things suddenly became so unclear with the two of us. I don’t even know the reason why I’m feeling like this! He's just the same guy I met 5 years ago!

Jungkook, he's my idol and I met him.

But why's life like this to me?!

To top this hazy mind of mine, I also can’t forget what happened yesterday... He was about to kiss me again! But before that, we saw each other naked and that made Taehyung and Jessica confused as hell.

How ironic...

"ARGGHHH!" I shouted in frustration which cut my thoughts and accidentally woke up Cookie.

I headed to the bathroom soon after that then fixed myself.

I'm crazy right now, I kept on talking to myself over and over in the shower, even when I'm in front of the mirror and choosing my clothes.

"He said that I’m the one who's making things complicated but he's the one making me miserable!" I shouted at myself in front of the mirror as I threw the towel from my head.

I just tried to calm myself down then chose my clothes which satisfied my taste for today.

I'm still talking to myself while standing in front of my sanity until I heard someone knock on the door.

Jungkook...

I immediately fixed myself and ran to open it.

He then peaked inside soon after that so I just gave him a warm smile.