Fell Inlove With A Transferee Book 2 {Kill Em' With Kindness} [COMPLETE]

chapter 9 Studies!

Third person's POV:

So... Ashred's College is getting well and it SEEMS like she's already forgetting Jungkook while moving on freely.

But now, let's see what's happening in his life in Korea together with the others.

Jungkook's POV:

Tomorrow will be our first day of class.

Me and the hyungs still aren't talking until now and it makes me feel like... You know... A bad person.

I feel like I was wrong in what I said and done but sometimes, I just couldn't stop doing it.

You might probably know what it is.

I've honestly been with multiple girls starting that day. I bring them to my dorm sometimes and I can't even remember who those people are cause I leave them without a word after we did it.

It's more of a one-night stand sorta thing...

But the only thing I want to say, I'm getting used to it without Rose even if I feel so alone without my hyungs.

It just feels so nice if you're moving on.

I don't know, why am I even doing this? It's like my mind is telling me to stop cause I know it's wrong and it could ruin my reputation.

But when you go in the middle, deep inside, there is pain that can be healed in this kind of way.

I'm never happy with it cause I felt that one thing is missing in my life and I know that one thing is my friends.

At some point, I'm still trying to replace Rose in my life. I mean, not as a lover okay!

I just want another girl best friend like her.

Let's go straight to the point. Now I feel what she felt back then when I hurt her. Even if it's my fault.

Like what she told me, she felt like shit with nothing back then. It seems like there is something inside her that can't even be taken out. That only time could do it so that caused her to cry every night.

When time passed, she the answer which is herself, dreams, family, friends, and her music.

In short, she just loved herself.

I wish I could be the same as her but right now, I've got no one to talk to.

I'm happy that she's happy right now. Maybe she has a new boyfriend who is more handsome, taller, kind, loving, crazy, strong, intelligent, and who will love her not like how I did.

Fuck this I don't want to cry here...

I haven't moved on yet. I admit it, maybe 25%?

But when I think of her, I know that I didn't love her the way she deserves and it made me regret it so much.

Fine, I'll cry. Again.

Now I'm still breathing the same atmosphere in this room, not knowing what to do cause I have nothing right now.

My family is far, I lost Rose and I made a mistake with my friends and I don't have any guts to face them.

I just really need someone to lean on. It's so hard to be all alone.

Namjoon's POV:

Right now, all of us are together with our girls at a restaurant. We're all at the mall to buy things we'll need for this school year and we wish that Jungkook's with us.