Fell Inlove With A Transferee Book 2 {Kill Em' With Kindness} [COMPLETE]

chapter 84 Hmm?

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Jungkook's POV:

Watching Rose leave... My tears finally went out. I was not letting it show earlier but I really didn't mean anything I said earlier. I wanted her to stay away from me because I know she is already getting married and I know that she just escaped Vegas that's why she is here in Korea.

But when I held her hand and didn't felt a ring... I then felt that I was seriously a total Dick.

She really cancelled her wedding... I didn't listen to her side first. It made me more guilty when she gave me back my scarf. Did she really went to Busan?

Well, when I came back to Seoul... I immediately left. But when I was on my way to the airport, I felt the urge not to leave so I thought of it for awhile and cancelled my flight.

I don't know why but I didn't felt like leaving. As the others know... I'm going to Europe. But I'm actually going to the Philippines cause I want to remise some memories. I know that its a wrong thing to do that's why I told everyone that I'm going to Europe.

When I was in Busan, my face mask was missing so I went to every convenience store that I pass to. Well, I was looking for a foam mask and they have non available.

I went to one and finally found it. I also saw a girl eating by the window and that made my heart beat so fast. That's the only thing I feel when I'm near Rose and I haven't felt that for quite awhile now.

I just let it be cause me it's just false alarm so I left the convenience store asap but I noticed the girl was about to come out the store so I ran away and hid by the wall.

I had the thought if it was Rose... What is she doing in Busan?

I think that's the possible reason why I had a feeling not to leave Seoul cause I need to have a chance to meet her. And God I wasted the opportunity! Now I don't know how to find her!

I was left standing there alone. Rose was gone. I let it all gone.

Jungkook! Your so damn stupid!!!

I didn't know what to do now and I only want to kill myself. I don't know if any of BTS knows that she is here in Korea. I think no one know cause if they do, they might already told me to meet her in Busan myself.

Aish... How can I find her? How can I talk to her again? Why did I even rejected her? Why didn't I listen! For fucks sakes!

I then just walked to my car with a very hopeless feeling.

When I was inside, I was hitting the steering wheel hardly making my hands go red as I continue to cry.

I wasn't serious on what I said... She took it too seriously cause I made her felt that I'm serious. Fuck in so stupid! I really don't know what to do! No one knows I'm in didn't left Korea and no one knows that Rose is here.

"Damn it!" I said to myself and sat up as I massaged my temples.

I had a thought that maybe I could call her right now but I forgot that she is in Korea so her phone number is different again but I don't have it anymore cause I changed my fucking number.

I'm so fucked up! How can I do this! I don't even know where she lives. I CANT LOOSE HER FOREVER!

I immediately drove off going to Trimage and did everything that I could do. Unblocked her in social media and everything, called her in her American number, chat her, EVERYTHING I COULD DO!

But... All accounts were deactivated. Her number is different. Why did this ever happened...

I made another big mistake and this will be the real reason of our end.