Fell Inlove With A Transferee Book 2 {Kill Em' With Kindness} [COMPLETE]

chapter 81 Months.

- Last month - (October)

Ashred's POV:

Its been half a month since the last time I saw or even talked to Jungkook. I couldn't see him in social media anymore and I've been waiting everyday for him to call. I tried to contact his old number but I think he changed it already... I cant even message him anymore. I miss him so much...

To be honest... I'm still crying every night because I seriously want to be with him... My friends ask me why I'm not so jolly as my usual self and I told them the reason and I'm glad they understand but, I really don't talk about it when I'm with Jake so... When I'm with him, heavy make up is a must.
Jake and I are always together almost everyday. Of course, to spend time together but I really dont feel good about it. I just don't understand the feeling. Well, I can't bring back how we are back then.

Today, BTS will have a concert here in Vegas. All of the other members know that I will come and see them except for Jungkook. I told them not to let him know cause I know that he doesnt want to see me anymore.

I bought the ticket on the week I got here and it's already the last week of this month. Well, I left Korea at the 1st week of October so yeah... I've been here for quite long. It's their second day in Vegas so I expect that I will see Jungkook whenever I roam on the streets. I also came to the stadium yesterday and just roam around there but I really didnt have a sign of the members, even him. I dont want to contact them cause I know that their all tired and busy.

Its really their Speak yourself tour here and its a stadium concert so I chose the seat at the middle so I can see them properly. Jake and my grandparents doesnt know that im going to the concert. I will just tell them that I will go shopping and just go around places in Vegas. And I'm going to tell them that I want to be alone.

Its currently 1 pm and I woke up earlier at 11. Aish. If Jungkook was here he will wake me up earlier for breakfast.

On every move I make... I remember Jungkook. Cause in a simple food or even the clothes I wear, it shows me the memories like you know... Oh I worn this when I'm with Jungkook or Oh Jungkook has a shirt like this Or this is Jungkook's favorite.... Its really killing me. I want to see him badly.

- 6 PM -

Its already 6 pm and im already dressed. I just worn a simple skirt outfit then fixed myself. I took my back backpack then I put everything that I will need there. Most importantly, my light stick. I got to my merch cabinet and opened it. I got really hurt when I saw a big poster of Jungkook there.

"Aish..." I said to myself.

I immediately closed it and left my room.

I ran down the staircase then I saw grandma and grandpa at the living room.

"Where are you going?" Grandpa asked.

"Im just gonna go shopping and walk around Vegas." I said.

"Wont Jake come with you?" Grandma asked.

"No. I just want my me time." I said.

"Alright." Grandpa said.

"Do you have money?" Grandma asked.

"Yes grandma. I have." I said.

"Okay. Take care." They said then gave them pecks before I leave.

I then walked to the bus station then went to the stadium. At exactly 7 pm, I arrived there. Its already dark so the place is already full of lights. I still had time to connect my light stick and go inside the stadium. My co-armys are taking pictures and giving give aways. I just accept them all cause, who even wants to waste such good merch right? Haha!