Sabin Saved My Heart

💔Chapter.8💔

So 2 nights later after work......
Velvet and Chris kissed infront of me and to be honest I never felt so heart broken but I knew I had to put my feelings for him aside for myself and my kids and my lively hood.
Chris: "Hi Lucy"
Velvet: "Hey Lucy"
Me: "Hey"
Chris: "Are You Ok after the other night? I was concerned"
Me: "Yeah I had a lot to drink that night and did not know what I was saying or doing but yeah I'm alright"
Chris: "Are You sure?"
Velvet: "Chris she just said she was fine"
Chris: "I wanted to hear from her"
Me: "Chris, she's right, I'm ok"
Velvet: "See I told you"
Chris: "Ok"
Me: "Yeah"
Velvet: "See you later"
Me: "Bye"
I left and it was completely awkward between us because we look like we get along when really we don't.
I can not believe I have to work with this bitch who acts like she is my friend like for real.
I mean I hate this right now and I hate what I am going through but I will be just fine like I make out and nothing bad will happen I mean this is me just being me.
He must think I'm like every other woman with kids and that's some crazy person who can not take control of my life but that is ok and I totally understand what he means by that and to be honestly that's the way things will be.
I mean I do not blame him for avoiding me but I'm also avoiding him for my sake so I guess that is a really good thing but I can see him trying to get to know me but I honestly do not wanna ruin anything he has going on with Velvet.
I know he likes her so I'm not making a big deal of being with him anymore like I used to and I know he will never let her go so I'm just not getting involved and like I've been doing recently I'm not gonna even talk to Velvet about him either, I'm just gonna keep this up.