Alex' P.O.V
"I'm going back."
"Where?"
"Home" Michael said looking at his shoes.
"What? Why?" I said in frustration.
"I-I'm scared, I cant be here anymore."
"But I'm here with you, you're not alone" I argued.
"That's the fucking problem." Michael stood up and started to pace in the living room. " I get it Michael you're nervous about what's going to happen, but we're going to get through this, together. If you go there you know that you wont be able to get out anymore."
"It's hard"
"I'm agreeing with you." Michael continued to pace around and it's when I stood up too and walked towards him. "Okay I'm just a dumbass mortal who cant make her own thunder but I know there's no way we're going to figure this out unless you stop feeling so damn sorry for your self all the time!"
"Get out" Michael yelled. I didn't do as he said, instead I continued.
"Everybody has to deal with shit their life Michael." I grabbed his arm gently and tugged it so he would turn around to face me. Eventually he did.
"You want to be a normal human being? What do you think that is? We dont have powers to just change things whenever we like. Being human is feeling bad, it's feeling pissed off its feeling scared and not being able to do anything about it until you dont feel that way anymore, until you could just- see your way out of it." I took a pause to look at his watery eyes.
"I-I love you Michael. Way more than you think I do. And all I'm asking for is for you to be here, with me." I took one last look at his face.
"What If I hurt you?"
"I'm willing to take the risk"
"I mean, kill you, hurt you."
"Go ahead. Kill me then."
When Michael wasn't saying anything I felt like he didn't want to change his mind so I decided to leave.
"But I guess I'm being selfish. You could do what you think is best. And I'll just leave." I turned my back and took my jacket off the couch and made my towards the door. When I was about to turn the door handle open, two arms spun me around and soft lips met mine.
"You can't say you love me and leave." Michael said between kisses.
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Michael exhaled loudly and slumped back against the bed, both of us trying to steady our breathing.
"I love you too." Michael whispered as he hugged my bare body. "And I'm sorry."
I smiled and blushed slightly.
"I can feel you blushing"
"I am" I giggled.
I tried to drift off to sleep as Michael whispered sweet nothings to me. But I couldn't so I looked up at his face and I thought that it was time I confess my problem.
"Michael, can I tell you something?"
"Sure"
"Promise me that nobody will know about this"
"I promise"
"I have insomnia, and I'm struggling. I don't know if this is the right time to tell you and I dont know if it's a big deal, but it's really bugging me and I want it to go away." I pouted like a 5 year old.
"Of course babe,you should've told me before. I promise we'll work on it as soon as possible." He kissed my forehead and after a while he fell asleep. So I got up and put my clothes on and grabbed my jacket, before I left I muted his phone and sent him a text message telling him that I went home. Then left his house. It was pretty late at night so I had to walk all the way to my house in the dark. Only a few street lights lighting my way.
I dont know why but I looked behind me for a second and saw all the street lights that I walked past before are no longer lit up. So I frowned and walked a few steps then looked behind me and I saw that again. I started to pick up my pace and felt somebody's hand slightly touching shoulders making me shiver.
I looked in front of me and saw a figure, similar to Michael's. I walked towards it and noticed the red hair. I was confused, I mean I knew Michael could get anywhere he wants with just a snap of his finger but why is he out here, alone.
"Michael?" I crossed my hand over my chest in Hopes of feeling warmer since it was starting to get colder. With just a blink of an eye my eyes were staring into dark green ones, they looked like Michael's they felt like Michael's, but deep down I knew they weren't.
I felt sharp pain in my stomach and I looked down at the bloody knife on the floor and my bloody hand trembling.
"Why did you do that?"
"I didn't Alex. You did."
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Hola:) this book literally flops nobody is reading it anymore and I have anxiety. Is it that bad? Oh well, anyway if you got that beautiful creatures refrence I love you and we should be friends :) have a great night/ day!
