Alex' P.O.V.
I quickly sat up on the bed trying to catch my breath, I looked around me and I was still at Michael's house and I was fully dressed. Michael slowly opened his eyes and sat up as well.
"Alex? You okay babe?" He said in a raspy voice. I could feel his eyes travelling down my body. "Were you going to leave?"
"N-no I just woke up. I had an awful nightmare." I gulped down
He reached for his phone and frowned.
"Did you send me this?" He gave me his phone I saw the same exact text message I sent in that nightmare. Or was it a nightmare?
I gave him back his phone and I could see in the corner of my eyes the look of concern on his face. I quickly removed the sheets off of my body and I gasped.
"What the fuck Alex?" Michael put his hand on top of the bleeding scar on my stomach.
"It wasn't a nightmare" I said under my breath, not being able to raise my voice.
"No no no no." Michael said repeatedly as I wince in pain. I cant talk, and it's even hard to breath. What happened? How did it happen? I looked up at the ceiling and I felt like the room was spinning, I was seeing stars.
"Please stay with me." Michael wipes a few tears and reached for his phone.
"We need and ambulance as fast as possible, please." Michael pleaded and mumbled a quick thankyou then hung up the phone. He got up and put his clothes on as fast as he could, rushed to my side and placed his hand again on my stomach.
I tried to steady my breaths as he was telling me that everything will be okay. But my eyes got heavier and heavier and for the first time, I felt like, I could sleep.
"Please no, no don't you dare close your eyes." Michael screamed.
I placed my hand, now covered in blood, on his cheek.
"I-im fine, Michael, everything is fine. Please calm down, you're making this harder for me." I whispered.
He leaned down and pressed a gentle kiss on my lips, then the sound of the sirens filled the room.
Everything happened so fast and I didn't know when I ended up opening my eyes to see 4 familiar faces looking at ground, some were crying.
The first person to approach me was my sister. "How are you feeling Alex?" My sister said as she caressed my hair.
"What do you think?" I said and tried to sit up but failed.
"Do need help lex?" Luke said also approaching me and fixing up the pillow for me. "I'm glad you're okay fucktard." Luke said as he hugged me, careful not to make me uncomfortable. I smiled at the lanky boy that I miss too much as I see him walking to his boyfriend's arms.
"Hey" Michael said stuffing his hands in his pockets.
"Hi" I looked away.
"Dont do this" Michael said with watery eyes.
"I'm not doing anything Michael." I looked into his eyes.
"I'm sorry. So sorry" Michael knelt down and placed his head on the back of my hand.
"No Michael, stand up." I demanded. " I said stand up." I repeated since he didn't seem to move.
"I did it Alex, I'm sorry i didn't mean to." He sobbed. "It wasn't me"
"Shush, I'm always here, babe. I told you I'm willing to take the risk."
"You almost died because of me." He sobbed again.
"You still dont get it, dont you? I am not willing to be any further away from you than I am right now.You didn't mean to do it. I know that. Please stop crying. Besides I'm still here right?"
Michael crawled under the sheets beside me and everybody by now left the room so they could give us some alone time.
"It's getting the best of me." He sobbed while clenching my hospital robe in his fist.
"I know Michael"
"What if it happens again?" He looked up at me with his gorgeous green eyes, now reddish color because of the non-stop crying.
"I dont know."
"Forgive me" he buried his face in my robe.
"I love you" I whispered.
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