In love with Bellamy Blake (The 100 fan fic)

Chapter 1 ✅

I woke up in a sweat again. Trying not to wake people in my tent I snuck out and jogged out of the camp and sat against a log where I had witnessed jasper being speared. So much had happened in the few weeks we had been on earth,  Jasper, murphy, the grounders, the wrist bands, wells, adam, charlotte,  me nearly falling into a pit of spikes trying to save jasper but being saved by Bellamy.... Bellamy god why couldnt I stop thinking about him! Sure he was well known for his sister and he was attractive but there was something so familiar about him. I mustve been sitting there for a while cause the next thing I new I was asleep.

~DREAM~

I was being dragged to the part of the ship where they floated criminals. I didnt want to go... I didnt want to see my mum and dad die. But I was forced to so I didnt make any bad choices. I was only 14 so I was kicking and screaming. I noticed we had stopped and I saw my pregnant mother and crying father. I hugged them both and pleaded for jaha to let them at least have a trial. It wasnt fair! The guards had to hold me back as my parents entered the chamber. They let me go when the glass doors sealed shut. I put my hand to the glass and my mum put hers in the same place on the other side. She started to say something.. but just like that... they were gone. I stood there in awe. My mum and dad. My sibling. My family, gone in a second. Kane told the guards to put me in lock up for the night but one guard who seemed new protested saying I had just witnessed my parents die and that I needed time to grieve.  Time to grieve my ass. Before they could finish their debate on whether or not I should be punished further for my parents so called crimes, I had run away. I went back to my room. I knew they'd look for me there but it's the only place I knew that felt safe. I screamed so loud I thought the whole Ark heard. Suddenly I heard a knock on the door. I backed away scared, I knew it was the guards coming to lock me up. The door opened and in walked probably the only guard from earlier. He knelt beside me and just said "im so sorry"

"No your not!" I snapped back. How can anyone say that to a child when you stood there watching as her parents died without even a fair trial. "if you were sorry you would've stopped it instead of joining the goddam guards"

He smirked a little before his face went blank "my mum wanted me to be a guard, so I'd at least not be on the other side being locked up, that's what I did"

"Where is she"

"She was floated for hiding my sister under the floor boards untill she was 16"

"Im sorry" I felt horrible for judging him so quickly.

"Dont be kiddo, do me a favour and dont get locked up ok, my sister says its hell"

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I was startled awake when I hear a twig break a few feet behind me. In one swift movement I grabbed the knife from my boots, spin around and hold the knife against the persons throat.