In love with Bellamy Blake (The 100 fan fic)

Chapter 17 ✅

Bellamys P.O.V

I follow Mellinda outside the cave and she was walking around almost in a daze. The others crept out of the cave so I told them to go on and find the rest of the group while I would catch up with Mellinda "Mellinda please stop, just talk to me" she turned around and collapsed and started crying uncontrollably.  I just wanted to wipe away the tears and tell her everything would be fine but I know that wasnt true "why can't someone believe me" she cried "hey Mellinda I believe you!  I know that you are telling the truth" "Yea maybe but everyone else that we are meant to live with and build a camp with have questions and doubts about my past and I can't keep talking about it I'm sick of it, I can't deal with all their judgements and shit Bell it's too hard" I never knew how much all this actually affected Mellinda so I just let her pour out her emotions while I held her.  God I hated Clarke "You guys done cause we found something" Finn came up out of nowhere "Yea" Mellinda said whiping away her tears and taking my hand and following Finn. We got up to the others who were crowded on the river side, I pushed my way through the crowd and saw what they were looking at. It was bodies.... All of them decayed and badly burnt some even skeletons "oh my god" Mellinda said. I think they were from the Arc

Mellindas P.O.V

"Oh my god" I said in shock. There were hundreds of skeletons and decaying bodies scattered around this river.. so this is where they landed when they were floated " lay them out one by one so we can pay our respects" Bellamy ordered. We started pulling the bodies off each other and lay them out one by one. This was going to take a while. I had lay out about 10 when I came across one that was a skeleton but I noticed something shiny and I found a piece of metal with the words 'Breathe every breath like it's your last' carved into it... my mother had a necklace like that....  I  held the piece of metal close to my chest letting a few tears slip down my face "Mellinda whats that" Bellamy asked "I found it on that skeleton" I showed Bell the necklace and Bellamy looked at me sympathetically "im sorry, did you know someone with it" he said before I couldn't take it and I ran into the woods and leaned against a tree breaking out in tears, ugh I cry too much

Bellamys P.O.V

I was about to follow her when Finn said "whatever happened just leave her" he said sternly. I didn't want to leave her alone, but I figured he was right so I let her go into the woods knowing she would come back if she needed to

Mellindas P.O.V

I had finished crying and was running my fingeres along the words when I heard someond behind me. I thought it was Bellamy but it was Finn. What was he doing, Bell wouldn't let him follow me "Why are you out here" he asked "I found something of my mothers" I replied looking at it when I felt him tilt my head up to look at him. I wanted to leave but he leaned in and before his lips touched mine I turned my head which pissed him off. I pushed him and tried to get away but he grabbed my arm tightly causing me to drop the last thing I had of my mother "let me go" I said sternly "come on, it'll take your mind off her" he said as he smirked and pulled me into him with his hands holding my arms, I squirmed but he was stronger than I thought "HELP!" I yelled but he put his hand on my mouth and started dragging me back further into the forest. He pushed me down and crawled on top of me. I kicked and squirmed but his grip on me was tight. He kissed my neck as I wouldn't let him kiss my lips "GET OFF ME LET ME GO!" I screamed as I kneed him in the nuts. He groaned and doubled over, I got back up and tried to run away but he grabbed my foot and I fell to the ground again with a thud "no one will hear you sugar" he said and he began pulling at my pant buttons "Get off her" I heard a voice behind us and Finn looked startled. It was Bellamy "Did you not hear me spacewalker I said get off her" he said more sternly this time "she asked for it" Finn said, Bellamys fists clenched and he tensed up before riping Finn off me while I sat up panting against a tree. Bellamy threw Finn against a tree and punched him over and over. I wanted Bellamy to keep going but I knew he would feel guilty if he killed him "Bellamy thats enough" I said "No he needs to pay for what he did" "Bell please stop lets just go back to the others" I said and he stopped "Only I call her sugar" he spat on Finn before he focused his attention on me "are you ok?" He said frantically "yes" I replied before he handed me back the piece of metal I dropped and we walked back to the others who were each paying thier respects to the bodies we found. Bellamy kissed my cheek and we payed our respects and then we all stated walking down by the river side looking for a place to sleep for the night.