In love with Bellamy Blake (The 100 fan fic)

Chapter 6 ✅

It was getting dark and I was going to put the bloody stick in the fire when I felt a hand touch mine taking the stick. It was Bellamy. I was so pissed at him at the moment. "Who we are and what we need to be to survive are very different things" I stormed off. I needed air. I walked to the lake again and leaned against a tree. I hated Bellamy for torturing a man who helped me and Octavia but I loved him at the same time. Yup I loved him. I heard a branch fall in the distance but didnt care much. I was sick of this... of everything. Then just as I thought it was safe to go back I saw two grounders standing watching me from the other side of the lake. They could spear me or shoot me with an arrow at any moment but they just stared. I felt someone come up behind me and turned to see Finn. "Finn you should be resting its dangerous out here" I whisper yelled. I looked back and the grounders were gone which scared me a bit but now I was concerned about Finn. " I need to talk.... about my current situation.. I love Raven but I think I love Clarke but god both of them are so annoying and petty with each other always trying to get my attention" What the fuck!? Was this really the best time to be talking about this. "Look Finn I don't know why you are saying this right now or why you are talking to me about this but you have a girlfriend and you also have Clarke and that's your fault alone so don't even start complaining and blaming them. Even though I don't really like Clarke Im not going to help you with your sexual dilemas in your space pants" I pushed past him before mumbling under my breath "self centered bastard"

Bellamys P.O.V

I had went to get Mellinda to apologise and hopefully talk to her about something when I saw Finn. Shouldn't he be resting?? And instead of resting he was trying to what, bond with Mellinda? I heard everything and smirked when Mellinda blew him off. I decided to leave her alone and headed back to camp and was approached by Clarke. "Theres a bunker with supplies me and you are leaving now" Well she was straight to the point. "Okay I'll just pack a bag" I wasn't planning on just taking enough for a short trip though. I hoped to talk to Mellinda and maybe she'd give me a reason to stay but I couldn't deal with the guilt of what I'd done.. of all the people who had died while I was meant to protect them. Plus why would I think I'd even have a chance with Mellinda, she was always working, helping others, why would she ever put me first. I went into Octavia and Mellinda s tent and asked for a moment alone with Mellinda. As soon as Octavia left I strode towards Mellinda putting my hand in the small of her back and started kissing her. I don't know why I did it but I couldn't think of anything to say. Her lips fit perfectly with mine. I knew I had to leave though so I broke away and left. With contact with the Ark they would be coming down and I would be killed anyway. At least someone will remember me in a good way I hoped "Lets go" I told clarke swinging my pack over my shoulders.