United Vibe Imagines and Preferences

Preference #19: He Has A Breakdown

Blaise:

This breakdown had been very sudden and it was quite scary. Blaise had been freaking himself out all day but, it wasn't until after the performance that the boys did that he broke down and started to really freak out. No one, not even Kieran could have prepared for the reaction and what was going to happen to Blaise. 

--Blaise's POV--

Today was something I never wanted to go through ever again! Especially after the comments, we were given. 'Terrible,' 'You can't sing', 'Awful' and so forth, they couldn't be removed from my head, I just couldn't stop thinking about those words, I was starting to think that they were true and that we were terrible, couldn't sing and that we were awful. I started to think about it so much that I started to panic. 

"Stop panicking Blaise, just breathe, everything is going to be fine! Just, stop thinking about those comments and everything will be okay! Just, stop it!" I was telling myself, begging myself to stop panicking but, that was when I couldn't handle it anymore and, as if it was meant to be timed, Kier and Jack had been walking and was on their way past me to see Jon and Elliot as they saw me panic and the four came rushing over to me 

"Stop, stop, stop, stop, SHUT UP PLEASE! I CAN'T HANDLE THIS ANYMORE! IT HURTS! PLEASE, SOMEONE, MAKE IT STOP!" I was panicking so much that I ended up screaming, I was covering my ears and my eyes were closed as I sunk to the floor as I started to cry

That's when I heard footsteps, and they were quick footsteps as they stop suddenly and that's when I felt arms picking me up from the ground and pulling me close to them. The person was Kieran, I knew it straight away, I didn't even need to pull away from Kieran's chest or open my eyes to know that it was Kieran, I just knew straight away. 

"Shush, calm down Blaise, everything is okay, no one is hurting you and it has stopped, I promise," Kieran said in a soothing voice as I was still shaking, my body convulsing every cry that came out of my mouth as Kieran rubbed my back to keep me calm 

"W-why are some p-people so me-mean?" I sob out as my voice cracked as I tried to wipe my eyes 

"I don't know Blaise, I honestly don't know," Kieran said as I felt his head shake as the cries started to calm down 

That's when Jack, whose voice was very calming and soothing, came over to Kieran and me and, he made me laugh and realise that there was no need for me to panic. 

"Blaise, listen to me when I say this, there was no need to make yourself panic for no reason okay? Those comments that were said, they weren't relevant okay? Yes, they were painful, beyond painful to hear, it was actually heart-wrenching but, all they mean is that, especially from the judges, although it may not seem like it, they are just wanting the best for us and they are wanting us to do well and, our performance obviously didn't show our best work and, that's okay because, we can still show them our personalities, our killer vocals and so much more next week! Next week, we're going to kick their arses, especially Simon and his lemon water and his cocky attitude out of the room *giggles*" Jack said as I nodded my head and pulled away from Kieran and pulled Jack into a hug as I smiled at him (Also, please note that I'd never really call Simon a cocky person because he actually really did want to help UV but, it didn't come off that way, the same goes with Louis, he really wanted to help UV but, it didn't show off as constructive some of the time. Just saying as I love both Simon and Louis as judges a lot, respectively)

"T-thank you, Jack, I think I needed to hear that," I said as I giggled as Kieran, Jack, Elliot and Jon had all surrounded me now 

"Your welcome buddy, you weren't the only one who felt hurt from those comments as they were really painful but, we are so much better than that and, there is no reason to believe those comments as they aren't true," Jack said as we then went about our day normally and, all of a sudden, I was completely fine and, it hadn't even been like I had a breakdown