How?

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Words

How am I supposed

To limit all this

In mere words

Say that I see you

See you from afar with my mask on.

I know

This doesnt make any sense

So tell me

How am I supposed

 To say anything

When all I do is reject you.

Reject my feelings for you.

"Forget me" I say

When my heart screams

Yes it screams

To embrace you

To give the world to you

To show my love for you

But then the chains tied to my feet clank

Reminding me that if confess

I'll be dragging you

Into this big maze I've been trapped.

Fighting demons to find my way

So tell me

How am I supposed

To run into your arms

When I am so afraid.

Afraid that once my mask falls off

You'll hate me

You'll leave me

So

just stay there 

Don't make it harder for me

As for now

I can just put on my mask

And watch you from afar.

Love you from afar.

Just know that I cant.

Show you ME

Gift you ME

Because I am not what you think.

You dont know who am I behind the mask

So just let me

Care for you  this way

Keep you safe this way.

Thats why I said.

These mere words are no comparision 

To the pain i have been dealing

To the feelings I am hiding

So tell me

How am I supposed 

To deny my own heart

That I still want you.




*Heavily inspired by :
The Truth Untold.*

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