Words
How am I supposed
To limit all this
In mere words
Say that I see you
See you from afar with my mask on.
I know
This doesnt make any sense
So tell me
How am I supposed
To say anything
When all I do is reject you.
Reject my feelings for you.
"Forget me" I say
When my heart screams
Yes it screams
To embrace you
To give the world to you
To show my love for you
But then the chains tied to my feet clank
Reminding me that if confess
I'll be dragging you
Into this big maze I've been trapped.
Fighting demons to find my way
So tell me
How am I supposed
To run into your arms
When I am so afraid.
Afraid that once my mask falls off
You'll hate me
You'll leave me
So
just stay there
Don't make it harder for me
As for now
I can just put on my mask
And watch you from afar.
Love you from afar.
Just know that I cant.
Show you ME
Gift you ME
Because I am not what you think.
You dont know who am I behind the mask
So just let me
Care for you this way
Keep you safe this way.
Thats why I said.
These mere words are no comparision
To the pain i have been dealing
To the feelings I am hiding
So tell me
How am I supposed
To deny my own heart
That I still want you.
*Heavily inspired by :
The Truth Untold.*
YOU ARE READING
A piece of Me.
Puisi@pagesunturned_ on instagram This book is not a story. Its just me being me. Poems, drawings, short stories, rants. Universe through my eyes?👀 So if you choose to read this, welcome to my world. Its pretty sad though. 2019-11-14: #1 on poems /84k ...