A piece of Me.

Solace

Lost?
Withered?
Shattered?
Yes, all of them.
But that's what she became.
That's her saying "I am fine."
That's her being okay alone.
And how could she not be?
Its not like anybody cared anyway.

And trust me,
She wasn't searching for you.
She wasn't waiting for those words,
Especially from you.
I know how it feels
I know how lonely it gets
I know
Why did you know?
Why were you in pain as well?
Someone nearly perfect as you?
Someone like you?

And that's all it took,
In your words of comfort,
In your voice,
In the way you stayed by her,
In your warmth,
In your smile,
In the way you called her name,
In those cute dimples,
She started seeking her solace in you.

And oh how she wished
To throw herself in your embrace.
To lace her fingers in yours.
To show how much she cherishes you.
To tell you how perfect you look to her.
To show how much these little things mean to her.
To tell you how her heart does this flip when she sees you.
To tell you how adorable you look while sulking
To show you all those feelings.

But she knows.
That its all in vain.
You belong to someone
That isn't her.
That will never be her.

She will always be just a friend to you.
That one who will happily take your photos when you ask.
That one who will gift you your sketch for your birthday.
That one who would laugh at your lame jokes.
That one who will pray at 11:11 for your luck.
That one who will try hard not to look at your face while talking.
That one who hopes her eyes don't give out what her heart has stored.

Because she is also that one,
who will never tell this to anyone else.