Chapter Twenty | Bitter Sundown

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"Hey, whenever you need anything.... you have my number.. call.." Chris said as he stopped you from doing what you were about to do which is to leave your apartment.

Today you were alone. Today you will know how it feels like to be single. But not exactly single. You're just halfway to being single. You need to start a new life in New York. Where you can be most of yourself. You can finally feel New York all by yourself, and you will start a new life in New York without Chris because last time you were with Chris and now you're nearing to be teared apart. You need to start a new life without him and see what it is like from outside in.

So after that you slept in your apartment after what had just happened between you and Chris. You spent  almost half of your day working and playing volleyball with Agatha and the rest of your teammates. You are happy that you're finally free but you're not completely free because there's this thought keep on hiding inside of you that you have Chris. but at some point you realize that the chains that was blinding you for sometime finally set you free from all the stress and all the hurt you felt when Chris was all round.

But what happens when you're finally set free?

You had a bitter sundown that was supposed to be your best Sunset. Now you're sleeping alone in the bed that you were supposed to sleep with Chris before.

After a big adjustment you just had... now it's just that everything went back and you had a big setback.

You were supposed to say good night to someone  but today is a bit different because after what Chris' has done you have to love yourself and you have to take care of yourself. you need to live alone. you need to start making a new life for yourself because not all the time the people that surrounds you is real, and not all the time the people that is beside you is telling the truth. sometimes people are gonna lie and you don't know it, because you are too busy believing that they kept on being true to you but that was what you thought, one day you will remember how you are back to when you still love yourself you might lose the one that you love but you can thank yourself because you're going to find yourself. and somehow that was everything.

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Next day
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You woke up next to an empty bed and this is new to you because Chris is always beside you and this is the first night you slept with nobody but you.

You went to the bathroom and put on some music, you let the water rain down on you and you enjoyed it.

You remembered everything and suddenly start missing Chris. You don't even know where he is as of right now, and you don't know what he's doing. you don't know what he's been dealing with, and you don't know how he feels without you, but you just gave yourself a little time and that will be helpful for the rest of your life. knowing that you can finally find yourself alone without the help of anybody.

You make yourself more ready and went out of your appointment and stopped a cab and one stopped in front of you.

You rode your way to Bellevue Hospital where you will have a meeting with all the other doctors that hired you and you will be welcomed to your new work. You were happy to be blessed with such a life full of achievement and after that to volleyball practice comes after your work so today will be very very good kick start for your life without Chris you'll learn how to live life alone.

You called Agatha and ask if you have volleyball practice right after work and if it's in the same time. she said yes, so You need to go home right after work to change clothes and go for the practice because the league will start in a month.

You arrived at the Bellevue Hospital and there you saw a sign which says your name and you went with the person who's holding the sign. And he led you to a board of doctors.

They all are happy to see you and you smile that everyone of them and handshake them. there you saw a man that is too familiar. Stared at him until you try to think about where you saw him before but you cannot remember but he still familiar but you cannot do anything because you couldn't remember so...

Chris' POV
I woke up next to an empty bed. this is new to me because she was supposed to sleep beside me. she was supposed to be here when I woke up. she was supposed to make me breakfast or I was supposed to make her  breakfast. But now it's all gone and I just realize how shitty I am to be worthy of my love and to be fond of what she is.

I hope she's happy now and I promise I will get her back no matter what it takes.

I just need some time and I need to go to work again so I have no choice, I have to see Chyler.

"Shoot was canceled please be here tomorrow."

The notification said.

Oh god. I guess I'll have to follow y/n around today I just wanna make sure she's safe and I wanna see her And I will hide somewhere so I wouldn't get noticed.

She with out of her apartment right now and stopping a cab. I ride a cab and asked if it can follow the cab that is in front us. He said yes so we followed but I realize that we just passed the New York Presbyterian Hospital where she was supposed to work but where is she going?

We followed her and after five minutes we arrived at Bellevue Hospital and I saw her getting out of the cab. I followed her inside and I saw that she was welcome by a guy who's carrying a sign that reads her name in it. And she went inside the hospital and I saw she was welcomed by a whole bunch of a doctor in there.

She was very good woman but I just let everything go. I was the bad guy fall in love with a nice woman.

I'll never stop following her around. I wanna see if she's safe. I wanna see her. and that's how I will spend the rest of my day.

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Thank you guys for reading this chapter and I hope you enjoyed it and promise I will make a better one after this just keep reading and I really hope everyone is having a good time. School is about to start so I promise I will update as Fastest I could just so you can enjoy this story thank you for everything XOXO v

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