Chapter Twenty-Three | Darling Dearest

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I woke up and saw her not beside me and everything just faded away and I went to get my phone and called her.

Chris : Hey babe are you OK where are you

Y/N : i'm OK I'm here at my apartment. Why why are you breathing so heavily are you OK

Chris : Yes I just had this dream that you were lying on the ground you got hit by a vehicle and I have nothing to do but because you're already in a deep sleep and you were rushed to the hospital and they did some surgery and I don't know I just I think I really just miss you and I think we should negotiate some terms maybe we should talk things over?? Can I go over to your place??? can we meet somewhere??? just talk. we'll just talk and that's all.

Y/N : you know what, Chris? I hope you know I miss you too and yeah, come over and let's talk things out I'm really sick of not having you around.

Chris : really you're going to let me in?

Y/N : yes just please come over I really need you so bad

Chris : OK I'll just need to have a conversation with someone don't worry it's not a girl, but a woman.

Y/N : are you going to cheat again?

Chris : no I'll call your mom

Y/N : Chris no that's not a good idea.

Chris : I need to do it. I'll just call you OK you just chill and wait for me to call back.

Y/N : okay..

I finished up the call and browse through my contacts and saw her mom's contact number. I clicked it and it rang a few times before she answered.

Y/M : oh Chris you called too early in the morning what's the rush, darling dearest?

Chris : I really need to get your blessing in asking for your daughters hands again and being mine.

Y/M : oh honey I just want you to know that when everything you guys are going through just talk it out don't break up you know how much I want you to be with her right?

Chris : Yeah and I'm really hoping that you'd give me a second chance

Y/M : you know what Chris I have to admit that you did such a very bad thing but I know that she cannot live without you.

Chris : and I cannot live without her either it's just I just need your blessing into bringing her back as a sign of respect.

Y/M : that was too kind of you Chris that's why I always vote for you.

Chris : so can I ask her again into being mine

Y/M : of course you can my dear just don't break her heart this time. this is your last chance. this is your last time. you don't wanna end things for good.

Chris : thank you so much!!it means the whole world to me

Y/N : OK my dear have a nice day and good luck in bringing my daughter back

Chris :have a nice day too!! Goodbye!!

Her mother ended up the call and I prepared to go to her apartment.

When I arrived she was staring staring at vehicles that's passing by in her window.

"Baby?" I called her and she ran to me as fast as he can and jumped in front of me and kiss me all over like almost everywhere.

"I missed you so much!!!" She said.

"So let's talk." She said.

" so I'll start by apologizing I am really sorry." I explained.

"So let's start by admitting where this all started." She said to me.

"This all started when you went home from a very tiring day and you saw me kissing someone I shouldn't have, specially when I asked permission from you if I can bring a friend a and you said yes. But then things got a bit messier."

"So?" She said.

"So, I wanted to say sorry. I was so lost. Very lost." I said.

"What should we do now?" She asked.

"Maybe we can renegotiate." I said to her.

"We will." she said.

"So, from now, admit to me everything. What you have been doing here in New York while I was gone. As in EVERYTHING." She said.

This is it, time to tell everything.

"If I tell you, will you stay?" I asked her.

"depends if you tell me everything, or not." She responded so I decided to tell her everything.

"Okay let's start.. so when I got to New York, I was with Lizzy, Elizabeth to be exact. One that I mentioned in my valedictorian speech. I sort of- had a relationship of 6 months with her and having you at the same time, I know that's a fucked up matter but, I have to admit since this meeting is all about admitting everything. So, yeah. I am very sorry. I had several hooking-up and relationships with some girls. I am not loyal nor faithful to you. I must admit that at all cost. I don't know what came into my mind but.. I'm very sorry. I should not have done that."

"Did you had like sexual things with them?" She asked.

"Yes I did. I became a dominant while you are gone." I said to her.

"What type? Like Christian Grey?" She asked.

"Yes. Yes, like him." I said.

"So you fucked a lot of women while I'm not here just so you can have a power over them?" She asked me.

"Yes, I know that's really fucked up but I don't know, I'm miserable without you."

"If you were miserable without me then why didn't you come home? Why did you choose to do that instead of coming home?" She said, I saw the tears streaming down her face.

"Yes, that's how fucked up I am." I said.

"Who are these women?" She asked me.

"Elizabeth. Scarlett. Martha. Almost everyone you encounter that connects to asking if you are my girlfriend. Even that lady in the grocery store that morning. She's one of them. I kept my identity private. I had to change my name. They wanted it too, and they are the ones who initiated it." I explained.

"Even if they made away to get closer to you, why didn't you get away from them while you still can?" She asked.

"I'm sorry." was all that I can say.

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I'm so sorry for not updating for months, school has started and luckily, i had a long weekend after the midterms, now I'm back. i love you, xoxo

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