Beautiful as You Are

Chapter 5 · No Guide on How To Love

Willow's pov

I hum softly as I snuggled into the warmth. Inhaling the scent of woods and coffee. "Wake up mate. It's time for your dinner." I hear the smooth voice of Akilles' say. Pausing, wait, did he say dinner. Waking up with a start I try to leave but he holds onto me.

"You are working for them no more Willow. You are not a slave, nor are you insignificant. You are the future Luna of the Black Bulls pack. And will be treated as a queen." Akilles' pronouced with finality in his voice.

"But..."

"But nothing now sit and I will have a warrior send up your dinner." Akilles' huffed not relenting in his hold on me. Not wanting to look in those burning blue iris of his, I look down fidgeting with my hands.

Looking around the room finally, it doesn't have the dingy gray walls of my room nor the bare minimum of furniture. "Did we....umm...Did you...?" I stutter slightly trying to maintain a strong voice.

"No, you were sleeping in Martha's room and I brought you to mine. Willow do I make you nervous?" Akilles' asked softly just as a knock sounded on the door.

"Alpha, we have Luna's dinner." A male voice said from the door. Akilles' sighed getting up going to the door accepting the bowl of dried fruit, shredded meat and lettuce.

Walking back to me, he hands me the salad with a fork. Taking it softly, I slowly begin to eat it ignoring Akilles' stare. "Do I make you meravous WWillow" Akilles' tries again making me look at him.

"...Everyone makes me nervous. But you make me anxious...because I don't want oyou to leave me. But I don't know how to show affection or give you love that I can see you want. So I'm sorry if I'm hesistant towards you." I explain as I stare into his blue eyes watching as a whirlwind of emotions flashed through his eyes.

Akilles' gave me a smile that warmed my insides, making them all fuzzy. "There are no guidelines on how to love. Just do what feels natural for you okay. I want you to always be comfortable around me. Willow, my queen, you are my equal until death do us apart. " Akilles' claimed happily as he held my cheeks in his hands, thumbs running over the pink area around my lips. Calming down from my heart beating out of my chest I blush lightly.

Do what feels natural...okay. I sigh in thought before softly pressing my lips to his. Pulling away quickly, as it started I looked at my salad. Taking another slow bite as I was overly full.

"Thank you for the salad Akilles'." I smile lightly up at hin looking through my unrully hair. Not getting a answer I look up instantly pulled into a kiss. Relaxing I go on instinct and move my lips against his. I gasp slightly as he pulled at my hair sliding his tongue in my mouth. A unknown sound left my lips making me pull away quickly.

"What's wrong? Did I hurt you? Did I make you feel uncomfortable?" Akilles' asked worried. "What was that sound?" I ask softly as my cheeks flushed red. "That was a moan baby girl. And you'll be hearing a lot more once your comfortable." Akilles' smirked as if he knew something I didn't which made me confused.

"Willow, I want to see where you sleep and I want you to pack all your things." Akilles' said as he got up putting on sweatpants and a loose shirt. Nodding as I begin feeling anxiety, I get off the bed. Grabbing his hand, I pull him to my room which is on the far side of the pack house.

On the way, I notice the pack females looking at Akilles' with desire in their eyes. Not being able to resist, I growl at everyone of them. Because even if I don't trust him all the way yet, Akilles' is my mate. And my mate he shall forever be.

"Didn't take you as the jealous type my queen." Akilles' smirked as I flashed him a weary smile as we grew nearer to my room.

I had a whole wing of the pack house to myself. Alot of people would think it's great but I was forced into solitude. Because no one wanted to risk catching vitiligo which isn't even possible.