DALLIANCE || jjk + kth

16| Past

(A/n: ^^^^This was the scene I was trying to describe in 15th chapter when Tae stopped swimming and failed and spoiler! for those who are planning to watch free!! lol anyways This is gonna be one hell of a chapter with finally a flashback so fasten your seatbelt🤠 probably the longest chapter I have ever written)

"W-What? Taehyung.....fuck what happened? ....again?" Jeongguk eventually said after being silent for whole minute since it was very shocking for him. Kim Taehyung the ace in swimming,who loves swimming more than anything else and was ready to dedicate his life to swimming said he wanted to quit swimming,Yeah Jeongguk was indeed shocked.

"I-I don't feel like myself anymore Jeongguk,the person I'm right now is not me,I can't swim,I felt like I was gonna d-die in that water,I was suffocating and my heart was beating like crazy,I was in a terrible state the moment I jumped in water,I never felt this anxious my whole damn life.....I don't know what happened but I was unable to perform any type of action.Jeongguk...I can't do this anymore...please-please help me-" Before Taehyung could even finish his sentence he broke down in tears,sobbing terribly as tear drops fell from his beautiful eyes.

Jeongguk without hesitating,Pulled Taehyung towards him and hugged him,one hand on his back,rubbing his back and other on his head as Taehyung buried his head in Jeongguk chest crying. Jeongguk didn't stop Taehyung,it's okay to just let it out sometimes.

Jeongguk has never saw Taehyung this miserable,he didn't knew what caused the boy to be in this misery. He was all good yesterday....Atleast that was what he thought. He never knew Kim Taehyung the boy he looked up to,the boy he thought was very strong would be this broken. Anxiety got the best of him.

"I am so sorry Taehyung that you were going through all this alone.I am so sorry I am no help to you at all but I know this won't help but I'm here for you and I will always be here for you,Please Taehyung use me to love yourself.You are more than perfect,you have no faults.Swimming is your passion and one day everyone needs a break from everything so you need one too. Tae baby,listen to me. Take a break,from college and focus on yourself. Your mental health is more important than anything,You will lose yourself if you keep going on like this,I can't lose you again,I will be with you whenever you need me but you really need a break" Jeongguk suggested him to take a break. His health was more important than anything.

"But what about my mom? And exams are coming soon too,I can't leave it's too late" Taehyung tried denied his suggestion.

"Baby,Talk with your mother,she will understand believe me.If It helps than I will come with you because you have to do this,I lost you once and I won't ever let it happen again" Jeongguk kissed Taehyung forehead as they were still hugging,Jeongguk gave Taneyung a comforting smile as Taehyung muttered a small "okay" still hugging Jeongguk back.He really liked being close to younger boy.

They heard a cough come form the door side,both of their gazes turned toward the door,seeing Seokjin,Hoseok and Taehyun standing there,looking at the two boys in awe. Taehyun tried not to feel jealous since he knew Taehyung and Jeongguk are just friends and Taehyung needs Jeongguk right now,so he controlled himself. He kind off felt left out in various situations whenever Taehyung and Jeongguk are together,these two have amazing chemistry and always are attached to eachother so it's hard to not be jealous.

"I think we will leave you two alone..." Hoseok said as he looked at Seokjin and he nodded. Taehyun didn't wanted to interrupt them too so he decided to go too but Taehyung stopped them as he pulled away from the hug.

"N-no guys,stay.I know you guys are probably worried about me but I'm okay...yeah thanks to Jeongguk.I'm good now" Taehyung told them as they nodded.