Chapter 1

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Lauren's pov.

Well here I am again. Sitting in my apartment in LA with no care in the world. Thats what I need. Focus on myself.

A month ago I came back from Bali and believe me when I say that it was the best time I've ever had in my entire life.

I had a chance to meet so many people and I didnt have to look long for inspirations for my songs which I'm usually working on everyday.

Just sitting in the studio in silence and create. Thats what I like the most. Just peace and quiet.

After Camila left fifth harmony we tried our best to still keep making new songs but menagement just didn't give us enough attention.

We dropped our last album but with no success. Dont get me wrong. The songs they picked as singles just weren't what people wanted to hear. Of course our harmonizers were streaming the songs and buying the album but it still wasnt working. The girls and I just decided to part ways and put fifth harmony on hiatus. Menagment didn't fight for us anyway so what's the point in trying when the people that should care for you and help you in that industry just stopped trying after Camila left the band.

I'm still in touch with the girls. Dinah was with me in Bali and we had the time of our lifes. It's really hard to meet with Ally and Mani since we all are really busy and working on our own music but we still text and talk whenever we get a chance. I'm so grateful for everything that happend to me and that I could be in a band with those amazing girls and who knows maybe in the future we'll reunite on stage again.

Today is my day off so you can imagine what I'm doing. Yeah. Sitting on my bed, in my pjs, with some reesse cups beside me, ready to start another episode of ''Death to me'' on netflix. But I can hear my phone buzzing somewhere.

New message

9.49 from Sophia

Hey girl! Wyd tommorrow? Wanna grab something to eat or go for a ride?

Sophia.I've only know this girl for over a month I met her in Bali and we imidiatelly clicked. She's just so goofy and really outgoing so it wasn't hard for us to hit if off. Since we came back home we already hung out a few times and she's being nothing but great friend to me. I posted a few pictures and videos on my Instagram with her and fans are going crazy. They already ship us. I find it so funny cause all the comments are like '' oh she definetly has a type. Cute and petite latina ''. Well i mean they're not wrong but Sophia is only my friend and I can't see us being more than that. Shes's more like a siter to me.

9.52 to Sophia

Hii! I have to go to the studio in the morning finish up few lyrics and then I'm free. Deffo up for something to eat. Txt me tmrw bih!

When we were over in Bali I found out that Ty cheated on me. We were together for almost 2years and yes I loved him but was I in love with him? You'll probably gonna think how can you be with someone for 2 years and dont fall in love with them. Well the thing is when fifth harmony werent getting enough attention menagment decided that one of us should date someone. And that someone was me. They picked Ty and I wasn't opossed to that cause we used to get along pretty well when we did WFH together. So I guess it wasn't too bad. We started seeing each other and become great friends. I got to know him better and we started spending a lot of time together. After fifth harmony split we decided to give that a chance. I know it was stupid of me and i should just end that then and there but he was nothing but good to me. He was really caring and loving. After Camila left and menagment basically told us to just bitch about her I knew she wouldn't want to see me ever again. So i stayed with Ty. Don't get me wrong I don't regret it. But sometimes you just know that this person it's not for you. Of course I was still hurt when I found out that when I was gone he was hanging out with other chicks. I'm pretty sure he cheated on me multiply times but I just didn't care. It was always good to have him around. So when they cought him with that girl in the car I just stopped texting him and unfollowed him on Instagram and we didn't talk since. It was time to let it go. I'm better by myself anyway.

After texting Sophia back I got all comfy again and ready to spend all day in bed but then I've heard knock on the door to my apartment. I decided to ignore it but before I got a chance to press play on netflix I heard knocks again this time repeatedly. Oh fuck it. I stood up and went to open the doors. I saw a person that I was sure hates me with all her guts. I've never thought I'll see her again.

Camila?

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