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(cont. diary entry)

i forgot him

twice

or was it three times?

whatever

the point is

i feel so bad

so

i decided to draw him

it seemed like a perfect idea

except for the fact i seemed like a stalker

whoops

but that's besides the point

i decided to draw him

so i could remember him

and i did

a miracle

i told my family

my parents didn't believe me

but my sister did

she wanted to meet him

she did

and she grew fond of him

it was great

he made me happy

and remember things

that i don't usually remember

and that's a good thing

i remember many details about him

his brown eyes

his black hair

his puffy cheeks

his cheerful smile

his fluffy gray hoodie

his worn-out jeans

his gentle hands

his soothing voice

and best of all

how much he cares about me

his chocolate shows that

i hope he loves me

is that why he gave me chocolates?

because people give chocolate to the people they love on Valentine's Day

he gave me chocolate

even though it's not Valentine's Day

does he love me?

i hope he does

and if you are reading my pink unicorn-glitter-and-stars notebook, the-boy-who-gives-me-chocolate-everyday-and keeps-me-company

i hope you do

cuz i love you too

...

and that was when my heart stopped.

^_^

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