in my arms | killua yandere

Chapter 12

mention of rape

Your POV:

"What?", I said in disbelief. That can't be true. That's what the shots were for?

Kurapika nodded.

"There are drugs in the fluid, drugs that work similarly like a love potion.", he repeated. I was dumbfounded. Well that explains some shit.

"That's why everything's that's been happening to you, this whole situation, you've been connecting it with love", Kurapika explained further, letting his eyes drop to the floor. Leorio who I had let go was also looking at the floor in shame.

He sat down next to me on the bed, I was placed on a better one by the way, and grabbed my hand. "(Y/n), I am so sorry for letting this happen to you. I know telling you I'm sorry won't change anything but I truly am. I- we could've stopped it, but we were too scared of what would happen if we interfered", Kurapika mumbled loud enough to hear, pointing at Leorio and himself.

I couldn't help but burst into tears. Everything that was happening was too much for me.

Kurapika and Leorio hugged me tight as I cried.

"(Y/n)?", Leorio spoke up after a good 10 minutes of cuddling. "What?", I sniffed.

"We'll help you get out of here", Leorio said and my eyes widened. "What?", I replied confused.

"We could've helped you a thousand times, we could've stopped a lot of shit from happening but we didn't. Let us help you, we want to make up for our wrongs", he said confidently. I turned to Kurapika and he nodded at me with his usual gentle smile.

"Thank you", I mumbled.

"We'll start be getting rid of all the drugs. That way we'll just tell Killua that we ran out of them. While he tries to get new ones, we can think of a plan to help you escape", Kurapika said as he walked over to a wooden shelf. It was stacked with test tubes which were filled with a clear liquid.

He grabbed a black garbage bag and threw all the test tubes inside, half of them probably breaking. Once he was done, he made sure to hide the bag in a cabinet, locked it, and hid the key in this pocket.

"Pretend you're asleep", Leorio ordered as he strapped me to the bed. I nodded and did as told. Leorio quickly stuck a bandaid onto my arm, to make it look like I had gotten the shot.

Just as Leorio tightened the last strap, the door swung open and Killua stepped into the room. Leorio and Kurapike both straightened their posture as they gave him a slight bow. But Killua waved him off and walked to stand next to me.

"Master Killua? We have some terrible news", Kurapika whispered. Killua turned to him, his expression showing nothing but confusion. "What is it?", he snapped.

"We ran out of 'Vale Rakkaus'. We searched everywhere but there's no more left", Leorio sighed rubbing his temple. (A/N: 'vale rakkaus' translates to 'fake love' in finnish. 2nd A/N: i have no idea why i picked that and if it's even right lol pls don't flame me). Killua's eyes widened in shock. "You said, we'd still have enough for at least another two months!", the assassin yelled, obviously stressed. He ran his hands through his beautiful white locks and sighed exasperatedly. The two assistants kept quiet.

"Leorio, go get Gon, he knows where to get the potion", Killua instructed, Leorio nodding in response.

The two of them left the room together, leaving Kurapika and me behind.

There was an awkward silence between us until Kurapika told me I could open my eyes. I did and I let out a sigh I didn't notice I was holding.

"What are your feelings for Killua?", Kurapika suddenly blurted out.

"What?" I looked at Kurapika who was returning my gaze, just way more serious.

"(Y/n), you can't fool me. I know we offered you help, but you don't actually need it. You're an SS Class assassin, you could escape out of here in an instant. But instead, you're staying here, chained up", Kurapika stated. "Why?"

Once I thought about, I realized that he was right.

I could easily defeat Killua, so why am I still here?

Could I actually have feelings for this psycho? Our are my actions just a side effect from that weird love potion?

"I honestly don't know", I mumbled averting my gaze. What I did know however was that even thinking of Killua, made me feel bubbly inside. Not in a weird kind of way, but in a pleasant way.

"(Y/n), you don't have to be ashamed. Love is wonderful. Just make wise choices, don't make any stupid decisions that you're going to regret later on. Think rationally", Kurapika smiled down at me as he pet my messy hair.

Shortly after, he left the room, leaving me alone with my thoughts.

What do I feel for Killua?

Do I actually like that white-haired assassin, or is my brain just playing tricks on me?

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